I was in a toxic relationship. He never hit me or raised his voice but he used his tears and played on my empathy. His problems were always somehow bigger and more important. When my best friend died he was happy and kept telling me I needed to get over it, that he needed me, that he didn't feel good about himself etc. Abuse isn't just physical or verbal. It's emotional too. Took me way too long to see that
What's that exactly? Like trying to tell me that it's all my fault and I am so horible ? To the point Im literally confused about what happene and how we are even fighting ?
Athena Not to bad. Toe hardly hurt today no drama with brother either! I led May with out a lead this moring! she knows "walk" but "whoa" is a bit of a problem. You? other than the headache.
Void that feels so similar. It's been about 6 months since I've realized how hard it's becoming and how often fight. What made rlme relize was when one of my neighbors call the cops on us fighting that was great.
2 years and by a year and a half, I was just tired of everything. Always something going on, some new trauma popping up, some health issue, some "issue" that was now a problem that never was before. I got tired of being the emotional support blanket and having none of my own