This started about 4 months ago, where I asked this girl out who had a crush on me,we were always together ,and boy we loved each other so much ,probably why I feel like in currently dying inside. So we had been going out for just over 4 months?as we had become official in the 2nd of July,02 07 19.
About a week before she broke up with me see had started having out with her ex ..like a lot ,and It got to the point where she would ditch me and say nah imma go hang with (let's call her liza) liza. And of course I was a little but annoyed... then we had a party to go to , which was evident,itwas a friend and she asked if a few people wanted to stay the night so we did.
And then of course spin the bottle starts ,I didn't want to join in because I have a girlfriend,but my girlfriend says however,that if you're not in a relationship with the person you're kissing it doesn't matter. And liza is here.. oh boy.
My girlfriend keeps discreetly timing the table towards liza and then it's not like a quick kiss they are going at it and making out. Them the Saturday after that she broke up with me (also side not Liza is in a relationship ship after spin the bottle ,with one of my other friends) saying that we don't hang out enough and we don't hang out enough. Liza and my ex start to hang out loads ,so my friend being the great person she is asks liza "do you and (boyfriend) still go out?" So liza gets all nervous and glances at my ex and says "Uh y-yeah why?"
It's not just me but,she was cheating on me wasn't she?also on the Monday I don't go to school because well it would be really awkward ,and Ex starts getting really annoyed at me say"she's such a bitch,I hate her" and stuff like that and I hadn't even said anything hurtful,the things I said were
"Oh I didn't realise "
"To be honest I don't really understand,because the feeling mutual"
"If you don't want to be in a relationship you aren't comfortable with then don't be"
I'm so confused and I just feel really betrayed