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a boy will be frost a girl will be Dutch
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Nova awwed on amazement ^^ Nova layed down for the night and fell asleep (night) Edited at September 15, 2021 12:59 AM by Nova Fang
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rose fell asleep and kept waking in pain she once rolled to her side and groaned quietly with pain then she felt the worst pain ever "NOVA WAkE Up!" Edited at September 15, 2021 11:21 PM by Ace
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( longer reply's 10+ words ) Nova shot up like a bullet half awake she went over to rose towering over rose she shakes her head trying to wake herself up then said is the Foal coming?
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"oh yeah its coming I can feel it" she let out a painful neigh the foal came out*were gonna skip that part* once she got her strength she sat up to look at the wonder-full foal she gave birth to she licked the foal clean "welcome little Dutch," she told her filly(yep sorry getting pic one second ) Edited at September 18, 2021 09:12 PM by Ace
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I got this weird feeling as I stared into the eyes of a little baby Dutch and Dutch looked back up at me and I could feel how pure and innocent Dutch is, so much that it makes my stomach feel odd and hurt it's cause I realized I used to be pure like that , too, and now I am not. I can't take it anymore. The waiting. The wanting, Something inside me is breaking I hate myself, I hate that I have to deal with this, I hate my self, And I hate how I can't count on anyone to be completely there when I need them, exactly the way I need them to be, I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the wips and yells for those who aren't able to, " But the universe isn't fair. Things don't work out neatly, pain, hardship and challenges divided equally among those best equipped to deal with them. Sometimes horses have to be Atlase and carry the weight of the world alone. It shouldn't happen that way, but it does I went sad again ears pinned head low almost in tears but for rose sake I put a fake smile on and congratulated her and stayed around as we celebrated.
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rose smiled she felt weak she tried to stand up but failed (sorry its short again anxity)
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Nova told rose to stay and get rest and enjoy her new foal Nova wanted to just die that night the night that was supposed to be happy night Nova wanted to cry she knew She was living in hell from one day to the next. But there is nothing She could do to escape. She did not know where She would go if She did. She felt utterly powerless, and that feeling is her prision. She entered of her own free will she felt as if She locked that prison door, and She threw away the key she gave rose a smile and layed down next to her to keep her Comfort she looked for amigo but did not see him. Edited at September 18, 2021 09:48 PM by Nova Fang
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rose cuddled into her friend she knew something was up she had to be there she felt like a mother to everyone she meets "Nova? if there is anything you need just talk to me ok?" she told her and put her head on novas back as her tail wrapped around her filly
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