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"Hey-No it's okay, we don't have to. It's okay, i'm completely fine with that if you're not okay with it. That's fine with me, okay?" She asks, propping herself up on her elbows.
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When he didn't get hit, he looked back up timidly, confused. "...are you sure? You're not angry with me for backing out?"
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Emery just looked at him confused for a moment. "Noah, why would I be mad at you? I'm not mad at you, if you don't want to than that's fine."
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Noah was really confused now. When he was with Rowan, if Rowan wanted it, it happened whether he liked it or not. And if Noah pleaded against it, he'd get punished.
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"Babe" She cupped his cheek, "I don't mind if you don't want to do something, if you don't want to, i'm not going to force you." Emery tried to explain
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"Just tell me if you don't want to do something and i'll know to not do it next time, okay?"
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Noah nodded again, still very confused. He'd wanted to, but after he'd had that flashback to when he was still with Rowan, he just couldn't.
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"I'm not going to hurt you," She promised, stroking her thumb over his cheek.
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"But... but I deserve it..."
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