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Year: 192   Season: Winter   
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ZequineZ
05:45:59 ZEZ - ZZ
Worth a shot to bring those old lines back into play
Santana Rising
05:42:31 San
I guess now that I have a new WWW filly, I might invest in some filly embryos to combine her with some of my old EEE straws, at least to bring the lines back and hopefully get at worst some EEE girls to breed to WWW boys.
Nightingales Ridge
05:40:37 Issy
Real nice santana :)
ZequineZ
05:40:21 ZEZ - ZZ
Still a 1/1 too what a good boy for the time, been a while since I’ve seen any horse come out better then the parents too the rf blessed him that’s for sure
Santana Rising
05:37:16 San
-HEE Click- he would definitely be one I would want to have some straws restored! What a nice colour breeder he was and his mom was from a random PES X PES breeding. I was so proud of him and a lot of his ancestors I bred as well.
ZequineZ
05:31:51 ZEZ - ZZ
That would be such a cool feature even just for the memory lane aspect
Santana Rising
05:30:23 San
I wish there were still straws from my top EEP/PEE boys back then. When I went on hiatus someone else took over my stable (back then you could still have someone "babysit" your stable) and all these straws have since been destroyed. If we could somehow revive even 1-2 of them for a high price I so would like to have that feature implemented!.
ZequineZ
05:27:39 ZEZ - ZZ
Have fun Ruby!
ZequineZ
05:27:29 ZEZ - ZZ
I never got an EEE boy but I have straws a well from my top PEE combos I use them for questing now theyre not much good for anything else haha aside from nostalgia, my ancient sires I call them
Santana Rising
05:20:30 San
I remember the first EEE I bred was a filly and she was from a wild mare I once caught - don't remember her rating anymore, but back then I didn't catch much either and even fewer of those were of value. Still have straws from the first EEE boy I bred though!
Rubygem
05:20:18 Asha ~ Ruby girl :D
goodbye HEE see you guys on Tuesday im going on a vacation (:
ZequineZ
05:18:37 ZEZ - ZZ
Those were the days, I had a few PEEs but at some point I bred my own first EEE I was so excited
Santana Rising
05:17:34 San
I remember when PPP mares went for 50k and you had to do payments on PEE stallions. I was so proud when I bred my first EEP
ZequineZ
05:16:38 ZEZ - ZZ
Maybe I can match her better for RO and get lucky
ZequineZ
05:15:30 ZEZ - ZZ
Yeah exactly that was a long time ago 😅 like back when I started playing long time ago guess my fault for having that much in my main account still lol
Santana Rising
05:12:23 San
that's horrible! I remember the days when EEE mares used to go for 100k or more, but those days are long gone. She should have given you something nice at least!
ZequineZ
05:06:12 ZEZ - ZZ
-HEE Click-
All that and she gave me a PPP 🥲
Minerva
05:04:17 Min
Oh noooooooo
ZequineZ
05:03:39 ZEZ - ZZ
Just accidentally bought a horse for 100k that is not 100k 😭 wanted to breed to them and clicked the wrong button in my half asleep state
Minerva
05:02:13 Min
-HEE Click-

Oh thank FUCK for that bravery rating xD She's gone 50 moves without spooking 5 or 6 times now- I had a sneaky feeling she'd be a Superb xD

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ZequineZ
05:45:59 ZEZ - ZZ
Worth a shot to bring those old lines back into play
Santana Rising
05:42:31 San
I guess now that I have a new WWW filly, I might invest in some filly embryos to combine her with some of my old EEE straws, at least to bring the lines back and hopefully get at worst some EEE girls to breed to WWW boys.
Nightingales Ridge
05:40:37 Issy
Real nice santana :)
ZequineZ
05:40:21 ZEZ - ZZ
Still a 1/1 too what a good boy for the time, been a while since I’ve seen any horse come out better then the parents too the rf blessed him that’s for sure
Santana Rising
05:37:16 San
-HEE Click- he would definitely be one I would want to have some straws restored! What a nice colour breeder he was and his mom was from a random PES X PES breeding. I was so proud of him and a lot of his ancestors I bred as well.
ZequineZ
05:31:51 ZEZ - ZZ
That would be such a cool feature even just for the memory lane aspect
Santana Rising
05:30:23 San
I wish there were still straws from my top EEP/PEE boys back then. When I went on hiatus someone else took over my stable (back then you could still have someone "babysit" your stable) and all these straws have since been destroyed. If we could somehow revive even 1-2 of them for a high price I so would like to have that feature implemented!.
ZequineZ
05:27:39 ZEZ - ZZ
Have fun Ruby!
ZequineZ
05:27:29 ZEZ - ZZ
I never got an EEE boy but I have straws a well from my top PEE combos I use them for questing now theyre not much good for anything else haha aside from nostalgia, my ancient sires I call them
Santana Rising
05:20:30 San
I remember the first EEE I bred was a filly and she was from a wild mare I once caught - don't remember her rating anymore, but back then I didn't catch much either and even fewer of those were of value. Still have straws from the first EEE boy I bred though!
Rubygem
05:20:18 Asha ~ Ruby girl :D
goodbye HEE see you guys on Tuesday im going on a vacation (:
ZequineZ
05:18:37 ZEZ - ZZ
Those were the days, I had a few PEEs but at some point I bred my own first EEE I was so excited
Santana Rising
05:17:34 San
I remember when PPP mares went for 50k and you had to do payments on PEE stallions. I was so proud when I bred my first EEP
ZequineZ
05:16:38 ZEZ - ZZ
Maybe I can match her better for RO and get lucky
ZequineZ
05:15:30 ZEZ - ZZ
Yeah exactly that was a long time ago 😅 like back when I started playing long time ago guess my fault for having that much in my main account still lol
Santana Rising
05:12:23 San
that's horrible! I remember the days when EEE mares used to go for 100k or more, but those days are long gone. She should have given you something nice at least!
ZequineZ
05:06:12 ZEZ - ZZ
-HEE Click-
All that and she gave me a PPP 🥲
Minerva
05:04:17 Min
Oh noooooooo
ZequineZ
05:03:39 ZEZ - ZZ
Just accidentally bought a horse for 100k that is not 100k 😭 wanted to breed to them and clicked the wrong button in my half asleep state
Minerva
05:02:13 Min
-HEE Click-

Oh thank FUCK for that bravery rating xD She's gone 50 moves without spooking 5 or 6 times now- I had a sneaky feeling she'd be a Superb xD

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Being Disabled Sucks April 27, 2023 11:18 PM


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My whole life I have struggled with fitting in and making social interactions. Well, a little less than two years ago I was diagnosed with autism. This was very reassuring because it explained my quirks and behavior.

I am very good at masking my autism and as such hardly ever disclose it. 6 months ago I got a job working at an elementary school. It turns out it was nothing like what they described in the interview, but in spite of this I was determined to stick it out.

I told my boss I have autism and it causes me to miss a lot of work because after having a meltdown that day I am not inclined to go into work next day to be overstimulated all over again. They made changes to help accomodate me once only to change their mind and take them back.

Recently, I have reached my breaking point and have been experiencing sensory overload from the screaming, yelling, and misbehaving kids. Instead of having a meltdown at work I power through my day ignoring my pounding headache and shaking hands. When I get to my car I burst into tears and sob until I get home. I have never experienced autistic meltdowns until I got this job.

I put in my two weeks notice and was hoping I could force myself to attend everyday of those last two weeks, but I had another autistic meltdown today. I told my boss I can't come in tomorrow and she, and the teachers I work with, told me they were upset, disappointed, and that I need to try and come in tomorrow anyways.

I know I haven't been a reliable employee, but I was expecting to be met with more understanding rather than the response I got.

Tonight, I am just feeling guilty that my disbaility is impacting my ability to be a good employee. I wish I could stop myself from having the meltdowns, but I don't know how. Can I get some reassurance that I am not a bad person because of all of this?

Edited at April 27, 2023 11:19 PM by Kingfisher Cove
Being Disabled Sucks April 28, 2023 12:42 PM


Sephyrus
 
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It's not your fault that you have autism. As somebody who also has it, I understand it's hard to be "accepted" or guilted by the people I work with. They don't specifically "dislike" you for your autism, they just don't understand it. When you feel like you're about to have a breakdown, take a few deep breaths, focus on your feet, and try to cope with the noise. My breakdowns are triggered by sudden loud noises, but now i've tried to cope with the noise by focusing on my feet, anchoring them to the ground, and trying slow breaths. I know it's hard, but after a little bit of self discipline, you can deal with things better. If you want to talk more then just shoot me a PM.
Being Disabled Sucks April 30, 2023 09:17 PM


FirstLightFarms

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This is just very much the wrong job for you. Hang in there, I'm proud you prioritized your mental health and put in your two weeks. <3 You'll do amazing somewhere else, because the things that are weaknesses in this job will be strengths elsewhere.
Being Disabled Sucks May 14, 2023 10:51 AM

Former Stable
 
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You are absolutely not a bad person! This job is just not suited for you and that's ok! There's plenty of other jobs out there and I'm sure you will find one that is accommodating and makes you feel good :) I completely get your struggles, I have Tourette's and sensory issues and I wouldn't feel comfortable either in that job :) well done for taking off the time you need to rest!
Being Disabled Sucks May 23, 2023 09:41 AM

sterups
 
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You are not a bad person. I have ADHD and I just want to say that the strength it must have took to put in your two weeks is not ost on me. Please know that there are people and employers that will see your strengths.I am proud of you!
-Feel free to friend and PM me if you want to talk.

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