"For now, but what if my father finds us? What if your dad thinks I kidnapped you or something? Or brainwashed you into thinking I'm a good person? What if my father dies and I have an enitre gang on my hands that I need to either lead or fire or even kill because I can't live like that. What if you fall out of love and I'm left alone again? I've screwed up big-time before, so what's to say it won't happen again?" He quietly rattled off, a practiced calm masking the fear ad panic in his voice

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Kai nodded kissing her cheek. "I love you so much. More than anything." He said softly, eyes gazing into hers

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"I'm not gonna use you like that, baby. Unless you want to, I'm not gonna force you into that." Kai said softly, turning onto the road

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Kai smirked and pulled back over, promptly unbuckling

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Kai followed siut, pullign off his clothes quickly

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