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"If you won't talk to me, then don't." He snapped quietly, walking to his door and sitting in the seat. His door was open still, but he might as well have been in a box suffocating him. "I'm sorry" He muttered, head in his hands. "Let's go back to your place. It's getting late." He said simply, starting the car and waiting for her to get back into his car

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Kai drove her silently back to her apartment, walking her in. He pecked her forehead gently and turned to walk out. He wanted to hug her, cuddle her, but that would likely make her more angry. He didn't turn around, just sped to his house and cried. He sat on the kitchen floor, crying, and mentally abusing himself. You need to listen to her. Idiot! She's a person, not your thing to hold and have. Listen to her! She doesn't want you anymore! Stupid fucker!

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Kai hesitated but called Lorelei. "Baby? Can I please come over? I need to talk to you"

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Kai knocked on her door as soon as he got there, his sweatshirt hood pulled up onto his head and his hands in his pockets of his sweatpants. Once she answered the door, he sighed. "I'm sorry for treating you the way-" He said, stopping when he saw her wrists. "Lorelei...What are those?" He said, staring daggers at her wrists and the bandaid

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Kai sighed, seeing right through her. "Don't harm yourself, please." He said softly, not meeting her eyes as he looked down. "I'm sorry I treated you like an object and not the person I love. I don't like being out of cotrol and I felt like I needed to be and I respect that I shouldn't be in control of you, specifically. I'm so sorry. I love you." He said softly, not looking at her