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ISO a 3 month upgrade
Fantasy Horses
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Horses for sale!
- ISH, KNN, and TB
- P combos to EEE
- Elite bravery
- Color
- Two mares, two stallions
- Wild captures
- Ages 1 and 2
- $800 to 6k
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- Horses will be set free!
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Port Royal Equines
12:03:54 ISH Bravery 4 Sale!
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ISH Bravery mares! Come and get em.
MakeEm Fancy
11:25:31 Ally 💜
EEE 2.5k
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Mossy Lane Stables
10:47:34 
Are there any bravery breeders looking for proven LB colorful studs? Giving away my last three SH boys. Pm me
Unwanted Ones
10:46:35 
Selling upgrade 160k pm me

Hundreds of cheap brood mares in my stables
Skyrim
10:39:57 Wynter/Ghostly
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6 year old WWE rated RID stallion for sale at 250k. He has produced multiple EWE's and EEE's.
Sunflowerz
10:29:06 
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Small auction need theses horses gone.
Sport Horse is an SD world class
A pretty wild caught
Registered Irish Draught with a PEE
Another wild caught
Appendix Quarter Horse with a EPP
rating
And a handsome
Sport Pony with a EEP rating.
No roan coats in this auction.
$2'000 and up
Gemini
10:15:59 
Auction - EEE+ and colour rated horses

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Rebelliously Free
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All $500, mostly Knabstruppers, all rated, all will be released.

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The Dude Ranch
12:26:15 TDR
ISO a 3 month upgrade
Fantasy Horses
12:12:05 Bravery + AD ISH
Horses for sale!
- ISH, KNN, and TB
- P combos to EEE
- Elite bravery
- Color
- Two mares, two stallions
- Wild captures
- Ages 1 and 2
- $800 to 6k
- TAKING OFFERS!
- Horses will be set free!
-HEE Click-
Port Royal Equines
12:03:54 ISH Bravery 4 Sale!
-HEE Click-
ISH Bravery mares! Come and get em.
MakeEm Fancy
11:25:31 Ally 💜
EEE 2.5k
-HEE Click-
Mossy Lane Stables
10:47:34 
Are there any bravery breeders looking for proven LB colorful studs? Giving away my last three SH boys. Pm me
Unwanted Ones
10:46:35 
Selling upgrade 160k pm me

Hundreds of cheap brood mares in my stables
Skyrim
10:39:57 Wynter/Ghostly
-HEE Click-
6 year old WWE rated RID stallion for sale at 250k. He has produced multiple EWE's and EEE's.
Sunflowerz
10:29:06 
-HEE Click-
Small auction need theses horses gone.
Sport Horse is an SD world class
A pretty wild caught
Registered Irish Draught with a PEE
Another wild caught
Appendix Quarter Horse with a EPP
rating
And a handsome
Sport Pony with a EEP rating.
No roan coats in this auction.
$2'000 and up
Gemini
10:15:59 
Auction - EEE+ and colour rated horses

-HEE Click-
Rebelliously Free
10:06:31 
-HEE Click-

All $500, mostly Knabstruppers, all rated, all will be released.

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than 1 day before you can use our chatbox.






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Not feeling good enough.. October 30, 2019 10:28 AM


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I started to feel like I wasn't good enough for anything about a week ago and I was afraid to tell anyone. My depression slowly creeping back into my life...before you say anything, no I'm not looking for attention, no I don't want to speak to a therapist, and no I'm not faking about how I really feel deep down...

I've never saw myself opening up to people face to face but when I'm around an animal, I start to feel accepted for once. Yes I have a loving family and yes I know that they will love & accept me for who I am but...I'm still haunted by the past until my aunt got me to open up more to her. I've opened up to her about the pain, the bullying, the harassment, the hits that I would get for no reason from other people from high school, and the close calls of my stupid decisions of almost losing my virginity that could've gotten me pregnant at 16 or 18 years old...

I had to burn bridges of people that have hurt me and used me...but the painful memories still haunt me til this day and I can still feel it everytime I close my eyes to fall asleep, hearing the voices telling me that "Your worth nothing" "You'll never amount up to anything!" "You'll never be good enough" "No wonder your dad left you because your a mistake!" "No one would love you because of how ugly you are"

My aunt would notice that everytime I'm around an animal, my eyes would light up and it was like I was a completely different person even with my baby girl (she's a calico cat) she makes everything feel okay, she's basically a best friend that I have grown up with and I would do anything for her but the fear of losing her....would honestly break me, even if it means putting her down so she couldn't be in pain anymore and as much as I would love to get back into riding and having my own horses... I'm afraid of living through the pain again from the past..

Anyways, I've finally got what I wanted out of my chest for a long time...thank you for reading & understanding this..

Edited at March 29, 2022 08:46 AM by Aspen Fire ES
Not feeling good enough.. November 1, 2019 12:29 AM


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*hugs* Depression is no joke. And honestly, it's okay to not want to see/talk to a therapist. Therapy doesn't always help. (Speaking from experience there...) You do what helps you. If you ever need a listening ear, feel free to message me. :)

Edited at November 1, 2019 12:29 AM by WarriorMaiden

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