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Nightingales Ridge
08:05:32 Issy
Aw Crowley I'm sorry 😞
Nightingales Ridge
08:04:21 Issy
-HEE Click-
Ugh I love the richness of seal brown 😍
Mythological
07:33:08 Crowley
Angel
Too soon to say yet. Vet said he thinks it's blood poisoning and put her on antibiotics.

Hey Rain
It's a yorkie.
Rain Plains
07:28:16 Kelan/Rain
Morning, oh no, which dog?
Angels angels
06:40:16 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Is your doggy okay this morning Myth?
Angels angels
06:35:04 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Ugh so close. I only need 4 more straws and 3 I have to wait for the people to respond
Mythological
06:29:08 Crowley
Ugh 😑
Ravenwood Farm
05:18:22 
Em That's very pretty!
Insignia Elites
05:13:15 Em
-HEE Click-
Look at this one I have!
Wild_Potatoes
04:24:26 
-HEE Click-
Never knew the sport horses could be Appaloosa patterned. Soooo cool though
ZequineZ
04:23:36 ZEZ - ZZ
Oldest file I have is from 2013 I think, I have one from around then with old YouTube links that nolonger work 😢
Black Dragon Stable
04:21:43 BDS / Black / Stormy
4:30 AM here... about my bedtime, I'm thinking. Working nightshift when you're a daylight lover sucks.
Calela Eventing
04:18:31 Cali
Just bred my first silver! Awful ratings but he's so cute!
Minerva
04:15:05 Min
Not chimera I don't think but beautiful dapples
Black Dragon Stable
04:15:03 BDS / Black / Stormy
Sorry, it's not a chimi
Wild_Potatoes
04:13:00 
I think it’s chimera to
Wild_Potatoes
04:12:10 
-HEE Click-
Omg my first ever home bred Lace
Black Dragon Stable
04:12:10 BDS / Black / Stormy
I have no idea how many I have sitting and chilling. I've never kept count. Some are hand written as well.
Calela Eventing
04:11:01 Cali
Stormy
I have over 100 abandoned WIPs
The novel I'm currently writing has my heart though and I'm praying I'll be able to publish it
Minerva
04:08:06 Min
Agreed Stormy. I stopped naming anything for a few months so I had hundreds with their foal names haha. Spent the last little while going through barn by barn to sort them out

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Nightingales Ridge
08:05:32 Issy
Aw Crowley I'm sorry 😞
Nightingales Ridge
08:04:21 Issy
-HEE Click-
Ugh I love the richness of seal brown 😍
Mythological
07:33:08 Crowley
Angel
Too soon to say yet. Vet said he thinks it's blood poisoning and put her on antibiotics.

Hey Rain
It's a yorkie.
Rain Plains
07:28:16 Kelan/Rain
Morning, oh no, which dog?
Angels angels
06:40:16 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Is your doggy okay this morning Myth?
Angels angels
06:35:04 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Ugh so close. I only need 4 more straws and 3 I have to wait for the people to respond
Mythological
06:29:08 Crowley
Ugh 😑
Ravenwood Farm
05:18:22 
Em That's very pretty!
Insignia Elites
05:13:15 Em
-HEE Click-
Look at this one I have!
Wild_Potatoes
04:24:26 
-HEE Click-
Never knew the sport horses could be Appaloosa patterned. Soooo cool though
ZequineZ
04:23:36 ZEZ - ZZ
Oldest file I have is from 2013 I think, I have one from around then with old YouTube links that nolonger work 😢
Black Dragon Stable
04:21:43 BDS / Black / Stormy
4:30 AM here... about my bedtime, I'm thinking. Working nightshift when you're a daylight lover sucks.
Calela Eventing
04:18:31 Cali
Just bred my first silver! Awful ratings but he's so cute!
Minerva
04:15:05 Min
Not chimera I don't think but beautiful dapples
Black Dragon Stable
04:15:03 BDS / Black / Stormy
Sorry, it's not a chimi
Wild_Potatoes
04:13:00 
I think it’s chimera to
Wild_Potatoes
04:12:10 
-HEE Click-
Omg my first ever home bred Lace
Black Dragon Stable
04:12:10 BDS / Black / Stormy
I have no idea how many I have sitting and chilling. I've never kept count. Some are hand written as well.
Calela Eventing
04:11:01 Cali
Stormy
I have over 100 abandoned WIPs
The novel I'm currently writing has my heart though and I'm praying I'll be able to publish it
Minerva
04:08:06 Min
Agreed Stormy. I stopped naming anything for a few months so I had hundreds with their foal names haha. Spent the last little while going through barn by barn to sort them out

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Anxiety November 24, 2024 02:29 AM


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My anxiety is a bit different, but I would definitely give counselling a shot! I've only done three sessions, but it really helped me with my anxiety on airplanes.
Anxiety November 24, 2024 03:43 AM


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I'm going to look into a place I used to go for counselling when I was younger, for other issues. So hopefully that will be helpful.
Anxiety November 24, 2024 07:01 AM


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Good luck, Kiwi. Definitely get some professional help.
Everybody's anxiety is different, so while one advice here might work, another won't. It's best to have an irl team to help you out with managing it.
I'm like Eve, my anxiety is/caused by a severe lack of magnesium (I was taking 8 times the recommended dose and my bloodwork still came back so low the doctor was shocked), and B12. Sometimes it helps to know that, because then you can reason your way back to sanity (in my spirals I'll be like "oh, no, go take your pills" and even though I feel anxious it helps knowing the reason why).
I hope you find the thing that works for you and you feel better- it's definitely not a fun thing to live with!
Anxiety December 14, 2024 09:31 PM


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I've got an appointment with a GP later this week, and I'm hoping they will reffer me straight to the places that can help me, as well as set me up with something that might help in the meantime, otherwise appointments are months away for anything else.
I feel like all my anxiety over the past week has been through the roof especially because, I've had a freind staying with me dealing with her own issues as well as 2 assesments I had totally forgotten I have to do one of which I need to film myself completing activities which terrifies me and I want to cry so much as thinking about it.
I also started working again (most weekdays 10+ hour shifts, I am exhausted), I felt so overwhelmed with everything that I had an axiety/panic attack over it earlier today, which is kind of why I'm writing this.
I feel like I have been absolutely going through it over the past week lmao.
Anxiety December 14, 2024 09:47 PM


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Hey, love. I had anxiety bad enough for a while that I was (and still am, though to a lesser degree) considered a selective mute. You're welcome to reach out anytime, as I'd rather not speak about my stuff in public. I'm willing to listen and try to assist where I can <3
Anxiety December 14, 2024 10:17 PM


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Versailles said:
Hey, love. I had anxiety bad enough for a while that I was (and still am, though to a lesser degree) considered a selective mute. You're welcome to reach out anytime, as I'd rather not speak about my stuff in public. I'm willing to listen and try to assist where I can <3


Thank you <3
Anxiety May 26, 2025 06:12 AM


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So counciling was a no, Couldn't get in, something about the waitlist being too long and they reccomened me something else which I declined.
My GP helped to the best of his possibility but he reccomened me to a therapist instead because he beleives my lack of confidence (and anxiety) is rooted and caused by experiences and thing that I didn't want to share as well as how I was raised. (however appointments are $200 and I'm yet to get a single one).
So he put me on setraline, which I think has been helping to a certain point but I have much larger but less frequent 'dips' in my mental health.
As I'm getting closer to the end of my semester I'm starting to panic quite a lot more. Like I've got so many assesments to do and like a skills taskbook from my placement that I need to fill out (which I've since been told also that about 14/15 of my experience reflections were not good enough to pass and I need to fix them before June 16th) so I'm just like drowning.
I know I should really talk to my lecturers but I don't know how without overwhelming myself and just crying lmao. Especially because they can see my lack of engagement with the programme resources lately. I'd hate for their immediate thought to be 'well of course you're behind, you don't look at a single thing outside of class besides assesment results'.
Which also speaking of, for the absolute first time in my life I felt happy and confident to submit my work to my lecturer. Like I'd never felt so good about an assesment. And I legitimately ended up getting the lowest grade of my life from it. Which has just eradicated any sense of confidence I had for that class completely. I'm starting to heavily consider dropping the course as a whole. I can't keep up and don't feel competent enough anymore.
I'm starting to feel like no matter what I do it won't ever ease, even just slightly.

Edited at May 26, 2025 06:18 AM by Kiwi Mountains

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