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∩ ∩ („• ֊ •„)♡ | ̄U U ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄| | OC Owned by Imp  ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ Polaris Astria ⋆⁺。˚⋆˙‧₊☽ ◯ ☾₊‧˙⋆˚。⁺⋆ I figured he was planning on forcing me to take him to where Vernon would most likely be, yet I had aspired to convey that I was willing to listen, even if just a little bit. I waited patiently for him to comply with my wishes, his response being what I should have expected. Truth be told, the huskiness in his voice caused me to stiffen further, the deepness and allure of it sending a shiver straight down my spine. Rather helplessly, I watched as he turned and planted himself firmly upon the desk`s surface, making sure to emphasize his direct rebellion against my command. My hands clenched into fists in response, teeth digging into my lip as I refrained from verbalizing a crude remark; this man was testing my patience and was constantly managing to make me more pissed off than anyone else. His comment about my desk being rather strong, I mumbled beneath my breath, ``Had to make sure it could tolerate an asshole..`` My eyes darted towards the window as well, frowning at the sight of the incoming night. The idea of spending the night with him and with these shadows pestering me every second was not an ideal one; his words confirmed my suspicions, causing me to curse mentally. His warnings were acknowledged whenever I nodded or hummed in agreement, my legs gradually taking me backwards before I sat down on the comfortable sheets of my bed. My gaze returned to him as I crossed my legs, noticing how he kept struggling to keep his hair out of his eyes; if my opinion mattered to him, I would have told him to keep the length since I believed that added to his allure. Gods, I was going insane with all these lovey dovey thoughts, especially when all he gave a shit about was finding Vernon and constantly threatening me. ``I plan on staying right here. I don`t trust you either, so I`m not leaving you alone in my room,`` I replied after a few moments of silence, tilting my chin and allowing my hair to fall slightly once again. For the longest time, I sat there and quietly observed him, looking him over and taking more mental notes. Even if he was my capitor and had once been trying to genuinely kill me, I really was interested about what lie beneath this rough, irritable exterior he constantly portrayed. I doubted I was going to even fall asleep tonight due to his presence, so I figured I could spend that time at least doing something. With one final look over, I turned on my bed to stare at the numerous paintings that decorated the walls, seeking the peace and solace they always brought me; I had painted them all myself anyways.
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[ Goras Kelxina ] I watched her carefully as she walked back and placed herself on her bed, my eyelids became heavier and heavier. I shook my head, my eyes darting over to the window and watching darkness swallow the light, devouring all of its golden light. A relaxed smile pierced my face, my ease coming from the night itself. The night was my realm, where darkness itself roamed. However my eyes flicked sideways, glancing at Polaris and the smile disappeared as quickly as it came. Exhaustion passed through me, her restraints still draining me. I won't be able to sleep with that pulling at my energy source, I frowned and looked down at her bed. Multiple layers of blankets covered the fancy bed, nothing less for a princess. I stood up, pushing off the desk and walking towards the bed, I reached out. My hand open and waiting. "Pass me a blanket" I said, my breathing slowed as I stifled another yawn. I swept the black curls from my eyes, my eyes flicked down to the shadow bands wrapped around her wrists. "I am going to sleep... and I need-" I coughed, obviously angry with having to trust this woman a inch. "I need to release the hold on my magic to restore myself" I said, jaw clenched and teeth grinding. "You are not to touch me while I sleep, if I find out you have, I will bend your fingers all sorts of ways, you will never be able to create those again" I said, my eyes flicking to the paintings on the wall with a huff. I ran my hand through my hair, green eyes locked on her. I did not trust this woman at all, my words from earlier the most truthful i could ever be, and I had sworn to be forever honest.
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∩ ∩ („• ֊ •„)♡ | ̄U U ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄| | OC Owned by Imp  ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ Polaris Astria ⋆⁺。˚⋆˙‧₊☽ ◯ ☾₊‧˙⋆˚。⁺⋆ I stiffened when I heard his approach, tilting my chin at an askew angle to observe him from my peripheral vision My blue eyes narrowed in on his oustretched and awaiting hand, heeding his words that followed shortly after. With an exaggerated roll of my eyes, I reached for a spare blanket and tossed it towards him haphazardly. The words he spoke ensuing my compliance were what truly distirbed and unsettled me to my core, the idea of him doing such a thing upsetting me greatly. It was rather hard to offend me enough to make me visibly upset, yet here I was. My eyes hardened into an icy glare while I turned to face the opposite direction completely. ``I would never even consider touching you,`` I grumbled before I returned to delving into my thoughts. The paintings I made were all incredibly important to me, perhaps even more so than each and every flick of my wrist and angle of my fingers that helped me guide every stroke of the paintbrush. Each painting held both memories and incredibly important emotions I had felt when I had painted them. The mere idea of not being able to create another wounded me greatly, which was why I had visibly reacted at his words. Painting was the one way I knew how to truly express myself, speaking and explaining things being something I had always struggled with. Even though I could hold my own in arguments and speak in a manner befitting of someone like myself, I still struggled. I knew with even more certainty that I would not sleep tonight. Perhaps since he had already threatened to take away my ability to paint, I decided to actually resort to doing that in my spare time. Therefore, the moment he removed the shadowy tendrils from my wrists I stood once again and headed over to my desk, grabbing the unfinished painting and a few supplies before returning to my former arrangement upon my bed. I looked over at him to ensure he was busy doing something else before I started painting, shoving down my exhaustion.
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[ Goras Kelxina ] I made no attempt to catch the blanket she threw at me, doing so would just make myself look like a fool. So instead I side stepped to the best of my ability, instead managing to stumble. I twisted and bent down, picking up the fine fleece blanket in my hands and allowing my deft fingers to graze the comfy blanket. Even in the finest taverns I have slept in couldn't come to compare to this, but I wasn't used to this sort of thing, usually treating myself to some warm dirt. I wasn't going to complain though. I accepted the blanket and turned away but paused at her words, looking over my shoulder with my eyebrows raised. "Hm, alright" I muttered, treading carefully over to the corner of her room, furthest from the bed she was placed at. I laid the blanket on the cold floor, sucking in a breath and lowering my self to the ground, wrapping the blanket around me. The exhaustion overwhelmed me, crashing down in waves. I had spent too much, I will need to train my stamina and strength with shadow wielding once more. I looked over my shoulder at the princess, taking in her slightly peaceful expression. Was that what it was like for someone who found a healthy hobby? I shook my head with a grunt and settled down, wrapping the blanket further around me. Stretching the fabric to cover my long body. My eyes fluttered a few times, refusing to give in to the exhaustion but then started to fail miserably. I let out a large yawn, trying to stifle the sound in the blanket before closing my eyes and drifting off into a peaceful slumber.
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∩ („• ֊ •„)♡ | ̄U U ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄| | OC Owned by Imp  ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ Polaris Astria ⋆⁺。˚⋆˙‧₊☽ ◯ ☾₊‧˙⋆˚。⁺⋆ I briefly raised my head to observe him as he grabbed the blanket and scurried over to a corner, nearly smiling out of pure amusement. It was reassuring to see that I was not the only one extremely uncomfortable with this situation, even if he had been the one to cause it in the first place. I blinked once before lowering my gaze and resuming flicking my wrist here and there, humming sporadically as I paused to exmaine the current product of my thoughts. Most of my paintings were landscapes with the occasional single animal here and there, making it the center of the piece; the majority of the animals were deer, their soft and timid behavior having always spoken to me on a spiritual level. The one I was currently working on was a waterfall with a deer lapping from the water at its base, accumulating into something beautiful and serene. For some reason, I managed to paint something like this while feeling so overwhelmed and uncertain; these emotions usually made me hesitate to even touch a paintbrush. In the middle of painting, I had to move back to my desk and light a candle due to the setting sun. I glanced towards the man that was curled up beneath the blanket I had given him, wondering if he truly had fallen asleep. I shook my head in dismissal before I focused on painting again, having already pushed aside all the papers he had planted his arse on; I was still pissed off about that, truth be told. It was not long before my eyes grew tired, fluttering open and close before I could not handle it anymore. I groaned as I set down the paintbrush and stood from my desk, stumbling in the nearly pitch black interior of my room until I plopped down upon my bed. I buried myself beneath the familiar covers, glancing towards the candle I had left aflame. A bried mumble escaped my lips along with a brief flick of my tattooed wrist, the engravement briefly glowing before extinguishing. Simultaneously, the candle blew out with a hushed whisper while I drifted off into a terrible slumber. I could not sleep properly knowing that he was in my room and that he could potentially be planning on killing me in the middle of the night. I would not be surprised, especially since I had already pissed him off multiple times.
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[ Goras Kelxina ] Despite being wrapped in fleecy layer of protection, the suns baby rays managed to slip through. I flung a hand of my eyes with a quiet groan, the want to sleep clinging onto me. I was usually up and ready at this time, but it seems my power drain from last night caused me to sleep longer. I loosened the my blanket from around me, pushing it off me and allowing the fresh morning air to settle onto my skin. Hoping to cleanse myself of the urge to continue sleeping. I groaned quietly and looked over to where the princess was to find her curled up in her own bed, sleeping. I cracked a yawn and stood up slowly, stretching out my muscles. I stretched out my arms and legs and then blinked slowly, picking up the blanket from the ground and slowly making my way to Lady Polaris's bed. As I reached my destination, I lifted the blanket. I twisted to look at Polaris's sleeping face... there was something about it. I stood there for what seemed to be eons, staring. I blinked slowly once more and carefully spread my blanket across her. Careful not to wake her, if I did... well she might start to question me. I was half way back to the corner I had slept in when my belly let out a loud protest, bellowing its rage of not being appeased. I frowned and placed a hand over my stomach, it seemed that I will need to make a quick stop to a tavern this morning. I step sided and peaked at the princess once again, it seemed my mossy orbs were hungry for more, and this was the safest way to indulge on my desire to look at her. While she slept. I shook my head, grunting and looking away, I couldn't allow myself something like this, the brotherhood would have my head should I think of bringing someone home. Either way, my life isn't one I would like to pass onto someone else. I let my gaze linger around the Ladies room, plus she had all she needed here. Nothing I would bring to this woman would be good for her, and that's what a relationship was about. I shook my head and growled this time, I needed to get myself off this topic and prepare for meeting Veron. I looked at the princesses sleeping form... I needed my clothes. With a stubborn grunt I turned to the door and unlocked it quietly, slipping through it. Outside, the gazes of two guards greeted me, I froze. Shit. Their eyes widened and their heads tilted slightly in surprise. Truely, I knew what it looked like, my rumpled hair, the state of my clothes... me sneaking out of her room. "It's not what your thinking" I growled, shit... how was I supposed to get myself out of this. I perked up, "I am going to work" I said, winking at the female guard, hopefully with that display they thought differently. I looked behind me as I made my way down the steps with haste, allowing my cloaking ability to swallow my and take my vision. I allowed myself to pass through the walls, somewhere along the lines, I allowed myself to drop through the floor and fall. Nervous at the fact I was leaving Polaris alone, she could be doing anything, such as reporting me. I turned a corner, my fingers brushing against a wall, I sensed the wilderness on the other side of a door before me, with speed I charged at the door. Opening it with frightening strength. I raced towards the spot I had left my clothes and the naked man, arriving I found that there was no more naked man to greet me. I looked around with wild eyes, letting my shadows drop. I spotted the edge of my black gear in one of the trees, thankfully naked man didnt take them. I dropped the servants clothes swiftly, the slight breeze wrapping around my bare body as I reached for my black clothing, slipping into it quickly. Revelling in the fact I was now in my own clothes and not stuck in the hideous servant clothing. I brought up my cowl and dropped my hood over my eyes, calling forward my cloaking ability once more. I raced forward once more, not hesitating when I stepped through the mess of what used to be a door. I laughed silently at the mess, someone will have to remake that. I slowly retraced my steps from earlier, panting lightly by the time I made it to outside her door. I twisted, sensing the guards twitch but they didn't notice my shadows much. I smirked and slipped through the wall, my breathing heightened a little from the rush. I allowed the shadows to drop, my vision returning.
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(„• ֊ •„)♡ | ̄U U ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄| | OC Owned by Imp  ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ Polaris Astria ⋆⁺。˚⋆˙‧₊☽ ◯ ☾₊‧˙⋆˚。⁺⋆ Insomnia was something I found myself constantly struggling with, yet tonight I had managed to remain asleep with not a single disturbance. Of course, I occasionally twisted and turned in bed to unconsciously get into a more comfortable position; it was a normal thing for anyone to do, to be completely honest. When I finally stirred from my sleep, my blue eyes fluttered open as I stretched, the sheets covering me shifting in response to my movements. It took me a few moments to adjust to the blinding rays of sunlight that poured into my room, the frown on my face conveying my displeasure; I was not a morning person by any means and it was incredibly obvious. I peered downwards and noticed that the blanket he had used had been draped over me. My eyes widened when I sat up and looked over at where he had been, my breath hitching in alarm when he wasn`t there. Where had he gone? I found myself contemplating all the possible answers, even if I should be glad he had finally vanished from my room, albeit briefly. With a groan, I hoisted myself out of bed and stumbled towards the bathroom that was connected to my room, heading for the sink and mirror. As I gazed at my reflection, I cursed beneath my breath and immediately started to correct my appearance; I was not a vain person, yet I knew that someone such as myself had to always look presentable. I settled on re-touching my hair and correcting the jewelry that was entangled with my silver strands of hair. It was very rare for me to sleep without having removed every accessory and my daily attire, yet I had done so last night; truth be told, there was simply no way I was going to change my clothes with a stranger in my room. The mere thought was even comical to even consider, to be honest. ``Lady Polaris?`` a voice had suddenly called out, drawing my attention. I realized whoever it was had heard me stumbling about in my room, seemingly preparing for the day. A heavy sigh left me as I walked over towards the door that led into my room directly, leaning against it and not daring to even touch the doorknob by accident. ``What is it?`` I replied with a mental curse ringing through my head, wondering why on earth the guards outside were suddenly so intrusive. Typically, they would wait for me to take a foot outside of my room before engaging in conversation, a courtesy I seemed to not have today. As I waited for a response, my mind raced with potential reasons why they had called my name. Was Tyrine home and waiting for me somewhere? Did mother and father need me for some kind of meeting? The true reason was clearly not one I had even thought of. ``I dare not overstep, but.. I want to confirm that you had someone staying the night,`` one of the guards on the other side of my door mumbled, his voice so uncertain and almost embarrased that I inwardly cringed. I realized that he had probably walked straight out the door without using his powers, an act that could easily get me in trouble. Most royals loved indulging in nights of pleasure and false companionship, but I had never done so in my life. They were definitely presuming him and I had been up to something, especially if I confirmed he had been in my room. ``I.. did. Now, focus on your duties,`` I admitted before ensuring to scold them, even if it was not necessary to do so. A heavy groan of annoyance left me as I stumbled back over to my bed, plopping down onto my back. I peered up silently at the ceiling of my room for what felt like hours before I heard a shimmering-like noise. My breathing hitched as I sat up, my body relaxing when I saw none other than the man that had stayed the night emerging from the shadows. He had nearly given me a goddamn heart attack; the last thing I needed was a second person trying to get something from me.
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[ Goras Kelxina ] I said nothing, now wrapped in my black cloak and my cowl raised, I stood. Looking at the princess, flopped over her bed and staring at me. I raised a single eyebrow at her and smoothed my clothes. "missed me?" I said, a slight smirk on my faces hidden by my cowl. It had heard some of the conversation from between her and her guard. I directed my gaze to the door, "I tried to tell them it wasn't what they thought it was" I said, lifting a eyebrow with a smug expression. I pulled back my hood and tore my fingers through my wavy hair, sighing and looking towards the window. "You will send word to Veron that you will be meeting him today at Altair, whatever time you please" I said, tilting my head and looking back at her. I pulled at my sleeve, and removed my blade form my boot, placing it back in the sheath it belonged in. Above my heart. I felt my stomach roar again, I narrowed my eyes and looked down. Patting the hungry creature, "You will go for a walk this morning" I said, "and show your face to your people" I continued, while she did that I could grab something small to eat and fetch Arselicker. No need to heighten the price I was already paying for his finest care. I turned back to Lady Polaris, adjusting my pant leg. My clothes usually comfortably hugged my body, but after wearing the servants clothes yesterday they seemed to feel far too tight. However I wasn't going to change. "Do what you need to get ready, we are leaving soon, the less time I spend in this forsaken tower, the better" I said, rolling my eyes and moving to stand beside the window. Leaning against the window as I stared out at the city below, civilians, horses and carts rolled out beneath me like a sea of moving limbs. Disgusting.
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∩ ∩ („• ֊ •„)♡ | ̄U U ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄| | OC Owned by Imp  ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ Polaris Astria ⋆⁺。˚⋆˙‧₊☽ ◯ ☾₊‧˙⋆˚。⁺⋆ I noticed that he was wearing different clothing compared to the servant attire he had prior, making me realize these were probably the clothes he usually wore. Truth be told, he looked far better wearing this compared to the shaggy, common clothing from before; his outfit also matched his personality and demeanor, the whole conconction radiating an ominous and foreboding vibe. His voice broke my trail of thought, a scowl forming promptly on my face at his question. I had not missed him a single bit, even if I did.. slightly.. miss the banter. When I realized what I was thinking, I cleared my throat and looked away, cursing wihin my mind once again. His reassurances did little to reassure me, especially since the guards and anyone in this stupid tower loved drama and spreading rumors and everything else. I would be truly pissed if I walked out of here only to be interrogated about having a man in my room. ``Easier said than done,`` I mumbled as I cast a glare in his direction. Fortunately, I had the easiest method of delivering messages thanks to being a High Fae, but the problem was whether or not it would actually be delivered. His following words nearly made me groan, making me feel like a goddamn child or commoner of some kind. With a huff, I shifted off of my bed and stood up straighr, looking him over. ``And fine. I`ll do whatever you want.`` My voice clearly conveyed my annoyance and reluctance to comply, but I knew better than to go against him. With a final glare sent directly into his eyes, I turned around and walked straight for the balcony that was connected to my room. I was honestly surprised he had not decided to sneak in that way, but.. climbing this stupid tower was not easy and not efficient. I extended a hand and mumbled a simple phrase beneath my breath, causing a single piece of paper to shoot towards me from my desk. Shortly after, a pen followed suit and flew into my hand, allowing me to write a letter addressed to none other than Veron himself. Once I was content with the message, I mumbled another command that led to the letter folding itself and speeding out into the world. I turned around and looked over at him briefly. I always tried to limit my magic usage, especially since High Fae magic was incredibly powerful. I raised a brow at him before I turned and headed into the bathroom again to ensure I looked presentable. Momentarily, I wondered where Tyrine was, but I knew that if she had gotten into trouble she would have sent me a message one way or another. With that knowledge, I relaxed and tended to checking myself in the mirror again.
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[ Goras Kelxina ] I sighed, ruffling my hair under my hood and taking a seat on her desk once more, the wood groaning softly underneath me. Hunger coursed through me, although I didn't react, hunger wasn't unknown to me. And I had suffered more, my comfort can wait. I stared absently out the window as Polaris selected a page and pen on her balcony, watching her wield her magic in my peripheral view. I watched the morning sun glimmer on her skin, lashes and silky silver hair. In unwelcoming truth, the sight had me slightly breathless, my fingers longed to comb through the shining strands of silver. To brush against her smooth skin.. and the way her eyes fluttere- I shut down the thoughts immediately, turning my head away and squeezing my eyes shut. Clenching my fists, digging my nails in my palms. Drawing blood. I couldn't think those thoughts, no. I must remain on task, focused. I forced my breath to slow, sucking down a breath and counting to three before releasing. I sighed, now calmed, however I didn't look over at her again, knowing what it would do to me. I raised both my hands, lifting them to my hair and tangling them in the black waves, pulling at the soft curls. I let out a small growl, a huff following soon after. I needed to get a grip, present a united front. No I will make this woman fear me and feel such disgust towards me until she held no other emotions save that towards me. Except... a fragment of myself didn't to do that, it wanted a chance... a chance to be loved. I shook my head, a foreign word. A weak and useless one. No, love will do me no good. I let out a short ragged breath, pushing off the desk and releasing my poor strands of hair and pacing. My hands constantly brushing over my blades in a self assured manner. I will make her feel disgust and hate towards me, as I did with all around me save my brotherhood. It was the only way things could be. The only way I would let them be. I stopped, standing still in the middle of the room. Clenching my fists and closing my eyes, I knew she had moved now, making herself look presentable. Wretched creature was only going to make me crazier. I opened my eyes slowly, putting my back to the woman now behind me, refusing to meet her eyes or so much as look at her. Hopefully she would take it as a sign that I didn't want a conversation. "Let's go" I said, my voice cutting through the ease of the morning aura. As cold and swift as a blade to a neck. I didn't wait for her, instead calling my shadows fourth and allowing them to devour me, to overtake my physical form in trade for my sight. "Walk, I will follow loosely" I said without turning into her direction. I will turn to my physical form once we are outside and away from this foreign place.
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