Arcticstar's Herd said:

I'm sorry this is happening/ been happening to you. I'm a middle child too and I'm not sure if this is related but its been on my chest for a while too. Last month at a family party my dad got drunk, and when we got to the hotel we were staying at, my mom and dad started to fight. And it was really bad. Me and my siblings were crying in the middle of the parking lot as my mom and dad screamed at each other. My dad said he was done with her, and she was ANGRY. People were starting to stare, and a security guy was watching us. I almost had a panic attack then and there. We contemplated going home, but we were 2 hours away, and my dad said he wanted to stay there. We finally got in the hotel and everyone was looking at us. We got 2 separate rooms, one for me,my sister and my mom, and one for my dad and my brothers. They kept knocking on our door cause they were scared to sleep alone with him. Everything worked out in the end though. In the morning when my dad was sober, he apologized a LOT and hugged us all, especially my mom. I know they love each other, but it was still traumatic. I hope everything works out with you, and I hope you're happy soon❤