Horse Eden Eventing Game
Horse Eden Eventing Game


Year: 192   Season: Fall   
$: 0
Forecast: Breezy and Pleasant
Forecast:
Tue 01:58pm  
Stables Online:  132 
Chatbox
Angels angels
01:48:26 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Scp
Hoofbeats Equestrian
01:48:04 Trishcognito
what glass do you need?
Angels angels
01:47:20 [1k+ brindles] Angel
The med and glass of course lol The filly ones are just so I don't get colts
Primal Dawn
01:46:29 MOD/Trish
Guess that depends whats the most important for you for your breeding seasons
Angels angels
01:43:08 [1k+ brindles] Angel
I need to buy a glass, a sexed medallion, and loads of filly straws with a few filly embryos. I can't decide if I should focus on the medallion first just incase I don't get enough to get everything by RO or buy the cheaper stuff first
Cadence Farms
01:33:30 evebot
Awe that's so sad. I know he had a lot of health problems. At least he got to do his Goodbye show.
Nightingales Ridge
01:31:31 Issy
Ah gotcha
Nightingales Ridge
01:31:16 Issy
Or was it one show? Bless either way what a hoot of a lad
Stormsong Manor
01:30:58 Ven
He did a farewell show
Nightingales Ridge
01:30:38 Issy
Wow he just toured huh
Nightingales Ridge
01:30:30 Issy
I just ran to Google
Dash and Duchess
01:30:15 DD | ~Squizard~
Ah man, Ozzy died?
Snitches' Stitches
01:30:12 Snitch
Most biologists: Let's name it this because it's self explanatory/funny
Psychologists: Last names. Lasts names only. Nothing about what it means, just Name it after the people who thought of it and wrote it down first
Stormsong Manor
01:30:07 Ven
He said he wanted to die on stage during that show lol. He knew he was going out soon
The Old Gods
01:29:41 Void Malign
Damn. Shortly after that farewell show too. He wasn't looking too great during it
Dash and Duchess
01:29:41 DD | ~Squizard~
Heya Ven!
Stormsong Manor
01:28:18 Ven
They don't make rock stars like they used to
Stormsong Manor
01:27:25 Ven
RIP Ozzy :(
Minerva
01:15:00 Min
Ooh nice update! Thanks Eve :)
Angels angels
01:13:03 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Oh yeah card view is also so helpful when mass breeding to look for anything special like chimmy before FRing the foals

You must be a registered member for more
than 1 day before you can use our chatbox.



Rules   Hide
You are in: Main Chat
View Sales Chat
Quests
Horse Eden Eventing Game
Chatbox
Angels angels
01:48:26 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Scp
Hoofbeats Equestrian
01:48:04 Trishcognito
what glass do you need?
Angels angels
01:47:20 [1k+ brindles] Angel
The med and glass of course lol The filly ones are just so I don't get colts
Primal Dawn
01:46:29 MOD/Trish
Guess that depends whats the most important for you for your breeding seasons
Angels angels
01:43:08 [1k+ brindles] Angel
I need to buy a glass, a sexed medallion, and loads of filly straws with a few filly embryos. I can't decide if I should focus on the medallion first just incase I don't get enough to get everything by RO or buy the cheaper stuff first
Cadence Farms
01:33:30 evebot
Awe that's so sad. I know he had a lot of health problems. At least he got to do his Goodbye show.
Nightingales Ridge
01:31:31 Issy
Ah gotcha
Nightingales Ridge
01:31:16 Issy
Or was it one show? Bless either way what a hoot of a lad
Stormsong Manor
01:30:58 Ven
He did a farewell show
Nightingales Ridge
01:30:38 Issy
Wow he just toured huh
Nightingales Ridge
01:30:30 Issy
I just ran to Google
Dash and Duchess
01:30:15 DD | ~Squizard~
Ah man, Ozzy died?
Snitches' Stitches
01:30:12 Snitch
Most biologists: Let's name it this because it's self explanatory/funny
Psychologists: Last names. Lasts names only. Nothing about what it means, just Name it after the people who thought of it and wrote it down first
Stormsong Manor
01:30:07 Ven
He said he wanted to die on stage during that show lol. He knew he was going out soon
The Old Gods
01:29:41 Void Malign
Damn. Shortly after that farewell show too. He wasn't looking too great during it
Dash and Duchess
01:29:41 DD | ~Squizard~
Heya Ven!
Stormsong Manor
01:28:18 Ven
They don't make rock stars like they used to
Stormsong Manor
01:27:25 Ven
RIP Ozzy :(
Minerva
01:15:00 Min
Ooh nice update! Thanks Eve :)
Angels angels
01:13:03 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Oh yeah card view is also so helpful when mass breeding to look for anything special like chimmy before FRing the foals

You must be a registered member for more
than 1 day before you can use our chatbox.






Refresh


Forums

→ Horse Eden is a fun game! Sign Up Now!

My Subscriptions
My Bookmarks
My Topics
Latest Topics
Following

Forums > Rider's Lounge > Snark Factory
   1 

Life Struggles October 1, 2024 04:30 AM


Wolf Dancer
 
Posts: 3781
#1245427
Give Award
Sooo, RL has been rough the past couple of months, and I just sorta need to write down whats happening instead of holding it all inside :)
Basically this goes back to August, in August, I recieved the news that a mare I was super close with and learned a lot of stuff with had to be put down, she had cushings, lost a bunch of weight and was around 35, so she was already near the end, and a huge heat wave was about to come with multiple 115 days in a row so the owners decided to put her down. I also recieved the news that the horse I work with the most/ride the most/have been with for 4 years won't be coming to my house to spend the winter. She's going to someone who is off/on for the past 2 years, I mean I sorta knew that was going to happen, but it's frustrating because I know I can give the mare a good home, and I know the mare better, the reason she is getting the mare is because her form was turned in before mine.
Anyways, that's just the horse drama,
I started school, and it was ok, I got into the classes I wanted, but I don't know anyone in them, which really stresses me out, I know maybe 1 or 2 people in class, I know college will be like that, but like I was looking forward to getting to stay with my friends, and becuase we are in different classes, some of them have shunned me, and won't talk to me. I'm really busy, the classes are harder than I though, and I'm so busy with XC, FFA, and homework, I don't have any time to myself. And I just can't mentally handle it, while all this is going on. Going into September, I'm trying to get my Licence, and the DMV just won't help me becuase of the fact I need to change my address, but apparently it's too much work and "not apart" of their job to cross reference one thing, like I can get my passport so much easier than my licence, which makes no sence, anyways I finally passed that. I'm starting to do well at XC, I'm our #4 Varsity girls runner, so I'm doing decent in terms of running, then I do the sprint and hills workout and hurt something in my knee, the pain has been at 10 multiple times, and is usually at around a 4-5 while walking around school, the school stairs don't help with that. Anyways, went to the doctor, they X-Rayed, nothing is wrong with the bone, but it could be something in my Meniscus, or another ligament, so I'm waiting for the MRI place to call me back, and I need to start PT. I'm so frustrated, I haven't really been able to run in a week, and I feel trapped, and am starting to get burnt out with everything, it's just so much to handle, and the best way to describe it is being trapped in a glass marble with water all around, threating to break the bubble, I'm safe, but the water is about to rush in, and I just don't know what to do if that happens.
I also sorta feel like I'm failing since I'm not perfect, I feel like I have to be perfect all the time and everywhere otherwise I'm just failing, for example, my parents keep comparing me to my little sisters, who have perfect grades, they are in middle school, the youngest does XC, but the middle one between me and the youngest, doesn't do any sports, or extracirriculars, and so she has more time to study and maintain perfect 100% in every single class. School has also come easily for her, for me it hasn't I've always struggled, and hence have had to let myself not get worked up over stuff I can't control, school has always been hard, and I don't think I could ever get those perfect 100% A's. My parents want me to be more like my siblings grade-wise but I don't see how it's possible. My grades are a mix of A's and B's as well which I feel aren't that bad? I mean I wish I could get all A's but I don't have the time or the resources to get those.
So I've decided to take a semi-hiatus from HEE, I just can't handle anymore stress in my life becuase of my AP/Honors Classes, FFA, Sports, PT, etc, and I need to take a break so I can recover mentally.
This is just skimming the surface of my stress, and I feel so much more inside as well that I just don't know how to put into words.

Edited at October 1, 2024 04:37 AM by Wolf Dancer
Life Struggles October 2, 2024 08:48 PM


Dash and Duchess
 
Posts: 3280
#1245824
Give Award
I'm sorry wolf, it will get better!

Forums > Rider's Lounge > Snark Factory
   1 

Refresh