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Eagle Creek
12:48:55 Eagle
I'm so nervous, ugh
Eagle Creek
12:48:22 Eagle
if it comes to that then we will have to talk xD
Dash and Duchess
12:48:02 DD | ~Squizard~
Eagle, Ooo I'm still stalking 🤣
Crestwood Eq.
12:48:00 Ivy / poison ivy
arctic

thanks!
Glacier Bay Cove
12:47:48 Arctic Katz
Wishing you a very happy birthday, Crestwood
Crestwood Eq.
12:47:41 Ivy / poison ivy
hey. i still have 236k
Dash and Duchess
12:47:26 DD | ~Squizard~
Ivy, I agree with Angel lol! Mare investments or brood investments are always worth it!
Crestwood Eq.
12:47:25 Ivy / poison ivy
i did
Angels angels
12:47:13 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Ivy
Hmmm get a barn then lol
Crestwood Eq.
12:47:07 Ivy / poison ivy
eagle

no. 2 days until my birthday
Angels angels
12:47:00 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Eagle
So excited lol but what if I can't match her until week 7?!? XD
Crestwood Eq.
12:46:45 Ivy / poison ivy
Angel

I also need a barn...
Dash and Duchess
12:46:41 DD | ~Squizard~
Ally, XD do any of your family speak any to translate? 🤣
Eagle Creek
12:46:12 Eagle
2 days till w4 for this girly
-HEE Click-
Lynx Glory
12:46:03 ⛈ whisper/lynx
DD
yeah TT
Angels angels
12:45:50 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Ivy
Buy a really good mare lol
Lynx Glory
12:45:47 ⛈ whisper/lynx
angel
that's true lol.
Dash and Duchess
12:45:38 DD | ~Squizard~
Lynx, I've been learning on Duolingo + just listening to songs in German and looking at translations, etc, but i know there are plenty of apps besides Duolingo, anything to escape the eternal load >.>
Crestwood Eq.
12:45:24 Ivy / poison ivy
Angel

what should i do with my 336k
Crestwood Eq.
12:45:11 Ivy / poison ivy
DD

lol

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Eagle Creek
12:48:55 Eagle
I'm so nervous, ugh
Eagle Creek
12:48:22 Eagle
if it comes to that then we will have to talk xD
Dash and Duchess
12:48:02 DD | ~Squizard~
Eagle, Ooo I'm still stalking 🤣
Crestwood Eq.
12:48:00 Ivy / poison ivy
arctic

thanks!
Glacier Bay Cove
12:47:48 Arctic Katz
Wishing you a very happy birthday, Crestwood
Crestwood Eq.
12:47:41 Ivy / poison ivy
hey. i still have 236k
Dash and Duchess
12:47:26 DD | ~Squizard~
Ivy, I agree with Angel lol! Mare investments or brood investments are always worth it!
Crestwood Eq.
12:47:25 Ivy / poison ivy
i did
Angels angels
12:47:13 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Ivy
Hmmm get a barn then lol
Crestwood Eq.
12:47:07 Ivy / poison ivy
eagle

no. 2 days until my birthday
Angels angels
12:47:00 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Eagle
So excited lol but what if I can't match her until week 7?!? XD
Crestwood Eq.
12:46:45 Ivy / poison ivy
Angel

I also need a barn...
Dash and Duchess
12:46:41 DD | ~Squizard~
Ally, XD do any of your family speak any to translate? 🤣
Eagle Creek
12:46:12 Eagle
2 days till w4 for this girly
-HEE Click-
Lynx Glory
12:46:03 ⛈ whisper/lynx
DD
yeah TT
Angels angels
12:45:50 [1k+ brindles] Angel
Ivy
Buy a really good mare lol
Lynx Glory
12:45:47 ⛈ whisper/lynx
angel
that's true lol.
Dash and Duchess
12:45:38 DD | ~Squizard~
Lynx, I've been learning on Duolingo + just listening to songs in German and looking at translations, etc, but i know there are plenty of apps besides Duolingo, anything to escape the eternal load >.>
Crestwood Eq.
12:45:24 Ivy / poison ivy
Angel

what should i do with my 336k
Crestwood Eq.
12:45:11 Ivy / poison ivy
DD

lol

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Anxiety November 24, 2024 02:29 AM


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My anxiety is a bit different, but I would definitely give counselling a shot! I've only done three sessions, but it really helped me with my anxiety on airplanes.
Anxiety November 24, 2024 03:43 AM


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I'm going to look into a place I used to go for counselling when I was younger, for other issues. So hopefully that will be helpful.
Anxiety November 24, 2024 07:01 AM


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Good luck, Kiwi. Definitely get some professional help.
Everybody's anxiety is different, so while one advice here might work, another won't. It's best to have an irl team to help you out with managing it.
I'm like Eve, my anxiety is/caused by a severe lack of magnesium (I was taking 8 times the recommended dose and my bloodwork still came back so low the doctor was shocked), and B12. Sometimes it helps to know that, because then you can reason your way back to sanity (in my spirals I'll be like "oh, no, go take your pills" and even though I feel anxious it helps knowing the reason why).
I hope you find the thing that works for you and you feel better- it's definitely not a fun thing to live with!
Anxiety December 14, 2024 09:31 PM


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I've got an appointment with a GP later this week, and I'm hoping they will reffer me straight to the places that can help me, as well as set me up with something that might help in the meantime, otherwise appointments are months away for anything else.
I feel like all my anxiety over the past week has been through the roof especially because, I've had a freind staying with me dealing with her own issues as well as 2 assesments I had totally forgotten I have to do one of which I need to film myself completing activities which terrifies me and I want to cry so much as thinking about it.
I also started working again (most weekdays 10+ hour shifts, I am exhausted), I felt so overwhelmed with everything that I had an axiety/panic attack over it earlier today, which is kind of why I'm writing this.
I feel like I have been absolutely going through it over the past week lmao.
Anxiety December 14, 2024 09:47 PM


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Hey, love. I had anxiety bad enough for a while that I was (and still am, though to a lesser degree) considered a selective mute. You're welcome to reach out anytime, as I'd rather not speak about my stuff in public. I'm willing to listen and try to assist where I can <3
Anxiety December 14, 2024 10:17 PM


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Versailles said:
Hey, love. I had anxiety bad enough for a while that I was (and still am, though to a lesser degree) considered a selective mute. You're welcome to reach out anytime, as I'd rather not speak about my stuff in public. I'm willing to listen and try to assist where I can <3


Thank you <3
Anxiety May 26, 2025 06:12 AM


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So counciling was a no, Couldn't get in, something about the waitlist being too long and they reccomened me something else which I declined.
My GP helped to the best of his possibility but he reccomened me to a therapist instead because he beleives my lack of confidence (and anxiety) is rooted and caused by experiences and thing that I didn't want to share as well as how I was raised. (however appointments are $200 and I'm yet to get a single one).
So he put me on setraline, which I think has been helping to a certain point but I have much larger but less frequent 'dips' in my mental health.
As I'm getting closer to the end of my semester I'm starting to panic quite a lot more. Like I've got so many assesments to do and like a skills taskbook from my placement that I need to fill out (which I've since been told also that about 14/15 of my experience reflections were not good enough to pass and I need to fix them before June 16th) so I'm just like drowning.
I know I should really talk to my lecturers but I don't know how without overwhelming myself and just crying lmao. Especially because they can see my lack of engagement with the programme resources lately. I'd hate for their immediate thought to be 'well of course you're behind, you don't look at a single thing outside of class besides assesment results'.
Which also speaking of, for the absolute first time in my life I felt happy and confident to submit my work to my lecturer. Like I'd never felt so good about an assesment. And I legitimately ended up getting the lowest grade of my life from it. Which has just eradicated any sense of confidence I had for that class completely. I'm starting to heavily consider dropping the course as a whole. I can't keep up and don't feel competent enough anymore.
I'm starting to feel like no matter what I do it won't ever ease, even just slightly.

Edited at May 26, 2025 06:18 AM by Kiwi Mountains

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