@Ven, I went no contact with my father for 5 years and recently initiated contact again. The thing is I feel like the only reason I want to be in a relationship is so things aren't awkward when he comes to my brother's wedding or gives me a birthday gift. That doesn't seem like a good reason to be in a relationship though.
I have no contact with my mother but she'd go through the roof if she knew the details of all the mental health help and self discovery I've gotten and done.
@JF, I think my family knows I have been diagnosed with autism, but whenever I bring it up they say it doesn't impact me so it is not like I really have it.
I havent been tested fir anything yet though i know i have something, i dont wanna be put on meds or have family look at me different because i have something diagnosed.
Not me writing down these med names so I can one day talk to a doctor about my nonexistent sleep schedule and symptoms of major depressive episodes that IÂ’ve had since 6 lmao. Holistic parents are cool nÂ’ all until they just stop taking their kids to doctors at all. Havent been to the doctor since I was 5. Im 21 now with lots of mental health concerns that were ignored growing up xD
The Lexapro does not do hardly anything for me. It takes the smallest little piece of edge off. I have to be careful what I take. I am drug tested at work. We are not even allowed cannabis (Illegal here without medical card) But thankfully I am in with a FEMALE Dr on July 10
If you have Dapple Blend Grain, you can feed it to your horse and their coat will dapple.
The effect will wear off after a few days. One pound of grain will be fed at a time.
If you feed Senior Blend to your senior horse they will have a 10% decreased chance in dying
when the weekly script runs on Monday morning. The effect lasts for one weekly cycle.
You have no available Level 2 riders.
You can hire a rider. They will be automatically assigned to your horse. Be sure to visit the Rider's Lounge and pay them.
Set Breeding Requirements for your horse. Enter the minimum rating allowable for breeding. When breeding, Any combo of the entered values and higher will be accepted. Leave blank to set to None.
Edit your horse's remarks. Keep all content PG-13.
Choose a Background for your horse.
Withdraw your horse from it's team. You will lose all team points for this horse. Please discuss this action with the team manager first.
Your horse may show 3 times per week. Shows run daily. Your horse and rider will gain valuable experience from showing. Select a discipline to show in, or scratch from tonight's show.
Your horse has shown 0 times this week.
A rider must be assigned to your horse before you can enter shows!
If you would like to put your horse on the market for breeding, click below. Note that when your horse is up for breeding, anyone may breed to them. Also note that you don't need to enter a price when marking a stallion available for straws.
If you want this horse to have a special price for club members, feel free to add it, otherwise
leave those two fields blank.
This horse has been Bred this Year and can breed again next Game Year.
This will mark a Mare's Brood as Reserved.
It is cosmetic only and will not prevent this Mare from being bred.
This Reservation will be identified in the Breeding Center.
Choose a file to upload as your horse image. Pictures should be no larger than max 500 width and 500 height. Only file types of jpg, gif, or png will be accepted, however file size cannot be greater than 100K, So most likely you will need to save
the file as jpg. IMPORTANT ! Images stolen off the internet are not ok to use.
Please follow the crediting rules located here: Link If you are having trouble getting your images uploaded, here is a forum topic to help: Link
Upload A Horse Image
Enter a new name for your horse.
Choose the discipline to train your horse in. Your horse will train slower if trained in all sports at once, than if trained in one specialty at a time.
Enter the sale price for your horse. Please be aware that if you put a horse up for public
sale, anyone may purchase it.
If you no longer wish to own this horse, you may set them free to fend for themselves. The Karma Fairy will pay you 1000 for your adult horse, up to 100 horses per month. 100 to go! The Karma Fairy will pay you 200 Credits for all of your adult horses. The Karma Fairy will pay you zero for your yearling. This action is not reversible so be sure before you click Submit !
Move your horse to another barn or pasture.
Join A Federation. Your horse will accrue Federation Points
and based on that may make the Federation Championships.
It costs 500 to enter a Federation and membership lasts
one game year.
Reroll your horse's image. Your horse's genes will stay the same, but their markings and patterns will be randomly regenerated.
Rerolls remaining: 175
Genetic Test this horse to view their coat genes. It costs 5000 ebs to genetically test this horse.