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08:59:27 Bruh

@Void Malign

Been there, done that. It's a waste of time.

08:59:09 Starshine

Shi

I agree

08:59:08 Trigger 🐾

I have a hard time maintaining relationships because I do not always read peopleÂ’s social cues and tend to over share. Part of mental disability.
I also have PTSD and when I get triggered I can either rationalize and walk away, or I can become a raging asshole with absolutely no rational thinking.
Anxiety is also a major factor in my way of doing things, and my quietness irl.

Shiecka

08:58:22 Shi

thats definitely an inner issue then. i gave a person many chances who didn't deserve it, that was 100% my fault and no one else's.

The Old Gods

08:58:04 Void Malign

You should really see a therapist

Lucky Star Meadow

08:57:53 Starshine

Promising to Â“never leaveÂ” someone isn't really reasonable or healthy

Golden Fields

08:57:46 Bruh

Sure enough, they all left. Some perhaps via suicide, I don't know.

Golden Fields

08:57:15 Bruh

@Starshine

No, they lied about never leaving me.

Golden Fields

08:56:55 Bruh

@Shi
I can't just block people and move on. I always give them the benefit of the doubt, even when they don't deserve it.

Hummingbird Meadows

08:56:47 Hummer

Gosh darn it, my cat has to go back to the vet because he has an acne spot on his chin and it is starting to bleed.

Lucky Star Meadow

08:56:36 Starshine

Lying about their mental health?

Golden Fields

08:56:16 Bruh

@Starshine

Every last one of them lied to me. Repeatedly. They took advantage of my forgiving nature. They were evil.

Shiecka

08:56:10 Shi

im gonna be honest, i have been close to many people online, but when they get to be "too much" its easy enough to block them so they shouldn't "take" anything from you

Lucky Star Meadow

08:55:16 Starshine

People who struggle with mental illnesses can be difficult to maintain friendships with, it doesnÂ’t mean they are evil

Golden Fields

08:55:14 Bruh

Both.

Shiecka

08:55:06 Shi

your online friends or irl friends?

Golden Fields

08:54:30 Bruh

I gave them all everything I could and they took and took, and when I was spent, they begged for more.