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08:25:48 Dip/Pip

Flare, right? I was just at a memorial service and holy cow, do I envy that family. They were there for each other no matter what. Always spending time together, helping each other.

Hummingbird Meadows

08:25:36 Hummer

@Flare, yeah. My family thinks they are pretty good when actually they arenÂ’t.

Flamin' Hooves

08:24:42 Flare

im glad im older now. really was an eye opener when you spend time with other peoples parents, hits you hard knowing your family is not normal

DIP And PIP Stables

08:24:32 Dip/Pip

Glacier, it would mean a lot. Truly. If only I could meet you in real life lol

Glacier Bay KNNS

08:24:26

You are right,unfortunately they donÂ’t

DIP And PIP Stables

08:24:02 Dip/Pip

It sucks doesn't it. These people don't really understand.

And don't get my wrong, I love my dad but it's times like these where I have to be cautious and not make mistakes or anything.

Glacier Bay KNNS

08:23:43

If you would like, I can be there as one of your friends

Glacier Bay KNNS

08:22:59

My ex boyfriend was the same way as your dad is. If I didnÂ’t do what I was told to do, and if I didnÂ’t agree with what he said, we would get into serious arguments

DIP And PIP Stables

08:22:07 Dip/Pip

I know my work family is there for me but there's no way I could out this on them right now. They just had a major death in the family.

Glacier Bay KNNS

08:21:16

Trust me, Dip, you are not a burden to anybody. You have people who care about you and are willing to help in any way they can

DIP And PIP Stables

08:20:36 Dip/Pip

Glacier, I'm not so sure this was a panic attack though. It was more frustration along with panicking. I don't really know how to describe it.

DIP And PIP Stables

08:19:43 Dip/Pip

Like this is why I want to see a therapist again. Sure I have anxiety but this seems like more than just anxiety. And my dad screaming and threatening me makes it worse.

Glacier Bay KNNS

08:19:33

Dip, donÂ’t blame yourself, panic attacks can happen to anyone, at any time

Starleaf Stables

08:19:00 Flare <3

Urghhh, I need Winterrrr

Starleaf Stables

08:18:32 Flare <3

Dip,
100% agree with you, in the same god damn seat of the boat.

DIP And PIP Stables

08:18:23 Dip/Pip

Glacier, yeah it's sad. She seems to be doing ok but just in case I don't want to be a burden or whatever.

DIP And PIP Stables

08:17:44 Dip/Pip

My dad blames me entirely for getting so upset I break down.

And that's the issue. I don't know why I get so emotional and irrational when I panic but I can't control it. I feel like there's something wrong with me, like more than just anxiety.

Glacier Bay KNNS

08:16:40

I am sorry to hear that about your friend and her dad

DIP And PIP Stables

08:16:35 Dip/Pip

Yikes Flare. Some people should never be parents. If you don't take your kids mental health seriously, shame on you.

Starleaf Stables

08:16:09 Flare <3

My mom is okay but sometimes she tells me to no be distant from my dad because is apparently my fault he is pissy at me.

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