Thing is I have come close to losing my life to due to being undiagnosed with autism and feels like I am told that all my struggles and the fact I can't live a normal life isn't "good enough" to receive help.
Honestly the hardest part about therapy is finding one that clicks with my daughter. We have been through 4 so far this being the 4th and he drops a bomb today saying oh yeah Im not flexible anymore on my days so she will be seeing someone else :/ we were just improving also
Apparently following my ocd behaviors instead of my bodily needs for so long contributed to my incontinence issues sort of, but the risperdone they gave me also gave me incontince. Fun
I legit seem to have all the problems and health issues that can't be solved. Fibromyalgia and IBS are basically unexplainable and have no treatment, and autism in women is practically non-existent.
I remember when i was in school and would explain to teachers what i have and ask to be able to use my laptop to write instead they would always say no and then later in the year they'd tell me i needed handwriting lessons 🙃 like thanks i only tried that for 3 years!
First society tells me that my behavior day to day is unacceptable and now they are telling me my behavior day to day isn't bad enough to truly bad enough to warrant help. I can't win.
@Hummer Oh painfully relatable That feel when have to explain misinformed people that even if help or assistance or accomodations EXISTS its not always easy to get, or easily acessible,We have to look like we need it enough 😭
Nah but my mother in law knows how to trigger my PTSD. Only a matter of time before I have an episode where I completely loose my shit. So far hubby has been able to get me away. But she does it because she is upset with me. Like talk to me ?? Cuz I can be a right dangerous person to myself when pushed too far ??
I took the pill up until 3 years ago. It has fucked me up. I have a severe hard time loosing weight even though I adhere to a very strict died, and am very physically active. Ever since I stopped taking the pill life has been so much better for me. But I did not want kids biologically so decided to get them tied
If you have Dapple Blend Grain, you can feed it to your horse and their coat will dapple.
The effect will wear off after a few days. One pound of grain will be fed at a time.
If you feed Senior Blend to your senior horse they will have a 10% decreased chance in dying
when the weekly script runs on Monday morning. The effect lasts for one weekly cycle.
You have no available Level 1 riders.
You can hire a rider. They will be automatically assigned to your horse. Be sure to visit the Rider's Lounge and pay them.
Set Breeding Requirements for your horse. Enter the minimum rating allowable for breeding. When breeding, Any combo of the entered values and higher will be accepted. Leave blank to set to None.
Edit your horse's remarks. Keep all content PG-13.
Choose a Background for your horse.
Withdraw your horse from it's team. You will lose all team points for this horse. Please discuss this action with the team manager first.
Your horse may show 3 times per week. Shows run daily. Your horse and rider will gain valuable experience from showing. Select a discipline to show in, or scratch from tonight's show.
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A rider must be assigned to your horse before you can enter shows!
If you would like to put your horse on the market for breeding, click below. Note that when your horse is up for breeding, anyone may breed to them. Also note that you don't need to enter a price when marking a stallion available for straws.
If you want this horse to have a special price for club members, feel free to add it, otherwise
leave those two fields blank.
This will mark a Mare's Brood as Reserved.
It is cosmetic only and will not prevent this Mare from being bred.
This Reservation will be identified in the Breeding Center.
Choose a file to upload as your horse image. Pictures should be no larger than max 500 width and 500 height. Only file types of jpg, gif, or png will be accepted, however file size cannot be greater than 100K, So most likely you will need to save
the file as jpg. IMPORTANT ! Images stolen off the internet are not ok to use.
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Enter a new name for your horse.
Choose the discipline to train your horse in. Your horse will train slower if trained in all sports at once, than if trained in one specialty at a time.
Enter the sale price for your horse. Please be aware that if you put a horse up for public
sale, anyone may purchase it.
If you no longer wish to own this horse, you may set them free to fend for themselves. The Karma Fairy will pay you 1000 for your adult horse, up to 100 horses per month. 100 to go! The Karma Fairy will pay you 200 Credits for all of your adult horses. The Karma Fairy will pay you zero for your yearling. This action is not reversible so be sure before you click Submit !
Move your horse to another barn or pasture.
Join A Federation. Your horse will accrue Federation Points
and based on that may make the Federation Championships.
It costs 500 to enter a Federation and membership lasts
one game year.
Reroll your horse's image. Your horse's genes will stay the same, but their markings and patterns will be randomly regenerated.
Rerolls remaining: 41
Genetic Test this horse to view their coat genes. It costs 5000 ebs to genetically test this horse.
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