| Calela Eventing |
| Thanks Katz, might take you up on that |
| Calela Eventing |
| And im finally fine, im finally happy again and i want to be here and i dont think my family can take anymore of my issues |
| Calela Eventing |
| Its not even body-image, i just stare at my food feeling more and more sick. |
| River |
| Cali, I feel you, I constantly feel guilty for doing normal human things. I don’t know how to deal with it but I hope you feel better and if you ever need to talk I’m here <3 |
| Cwoissant |
| If this is a body image issue, then think about this: Body types are like dog breeds. Say you're a corgi, but you want to look as thin as an Italian greyhound. You get thin, but you end up looking like just a sick corgi. I don't know if that makes sense tho |
| Cwoissant |
| Cali, you should reach out for professional help. This is serious, and shouldn't be ignored. Your body needs food to survive. I know it can be difficult but please try <3 |
| Elephant Walk Stable |
| Please don't feel bad about eating.I know its easier said that done, but... |
| Calela Eventing |
| I cant eat.. like i physically cannot make myself eat. I feel like this awful person for eating food |
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| Calela Eventing |
| And im finally fine, im finally happy again and i want to be here and i dont think my family can take anymore of my issues |
| Calela Eventing |
| Its not even body-image, i just stare at my food feeling more and more sick. |
| River |
| Cali, I feel you, I constantly feel guilty for doing normal human things. I don’t know how to deal with it but I hope you feel better and if you ever need to talk I’m here <3 |
| Cwoissant |
| If this is a body image issue, then think about this: Body types are like dog breeds. Say you're a corgi, but you want to look as thin as an Italian greyhound. You get thin, but you end up looking like just a sick corgi. I don't know if that makes sense tho |
| Cwoissant |
| Cali, you should reach out for professional help. This is serious, and shouldn't be ignored. Your body needs food to survive. I know it can be difficult but please try <3 |
| Elephant Walk Stable |
| Please don't feel bad about eating.I know its easier said that done, but... |
| Calela Eventing |
| I cant eat.. like i physically cannot make myself eat. I feel like this awful person for eating food |
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Training Gauge
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| Remarks 6/1/25 - 111111 6/2/25 - 111111 6/9/25 - 111111 6/16/25 - 112222 6/23/25 - 222222 6/30/25 - 222222 7/7/25 - 222222 7/14/25 - 223333 7/21/25 - 333333 7/28/25 - 333333 8/4/25 - 334343 8/11/25 - 334444 8/18/25 - 444444 8/25/25 - 444444 9/1/25 - 445554 9/8/25 - 445555 9/15/25 - 555555 9/22/25 - 556565 9/29/25 - 556666 |
