| Calela Eventing |
| Thanks Katz, might take you up on that |
Moderate Temperatures and Overcast| Calela Eventing |
| And im finally fine, im finally happy again and i want to be here and i dont think my family can take anymore of my issues |
| Calela Eventing |
| Its not even body-image, i just stare at my food feeling more and more sick. |
| River |
| Cali, I feel you, I constantly feel guilty for doing normal human things. I don’t know how to deal with it but I hope you feel better and if you ever need to talk I’m here <3 |
| Cwoissant |
| If this is a body image issue, then think about this: Body types are like dog breeds. Say you're a corgi, but you want to look as thin as an Italian greyhound. You get thin, but you end up looking like just a sick corgi. I don't know if that makes sense tho |
| Cwoissant |
| Cali, you should reach out for professional help. This is serious, and shouldn't be ignored. Your body needs food to survive. I know it can be difficult but please try <3 |
| Elephant Walk Stable |
| Please don't feel bad about eating.I know its easier said that done, but... |
| Calela Eventing |
| I cant eat.. like i physically cannot make myself eat. I feel like this awful person for eating food |
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| Calela Eventing |
| And im finally fine, im finally happy again and i want to be here and i dont think my family can take anymore of my issues |
| Calela Eventing |
| Its not even body-image, i just stare at my food feeling more and more sick. |
| River |
| Cali, I feel you, I constantly feel guilty for doing normal human things. I don’t know how to deal with it but I hope you feel better and if you ever need to talk I’m here <3 |
| Cwoissant |
| If this is a body image issue, then think about this: Body types are like dog breeds. Say you're a corgi, but you want to look as thin as an Italian greyhound. You get thin, but you end up looking like just a sick corgi. I don't know if that makes sense tho |
| Cwoissant |
| Cali, you should reach out for professional help. This is serious, and shouldn't be ignored. Your body needs food to survive. I know it can be difficult but please try <3 |
| Elephant Walk Stable |
| Please don't feel bad about eating.I know its easier said that done, but... |
| Calela Eventing |
| I cant eat.. like i physically cannot make myself eat. I feel like this awful person for eating food |
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