It was like something finally clicked and they were like "Oh- an you're a young adult with chronic pain that affects your daily life, having heart issues, constant exhaustion- that's not normal 🙃"
Also I feel on panic attacks. I have PTSD, Anxiety and ADHD. None of those mix well. I drive a long way out of my way (an hour one way) to see my psych dr. She was the only one I feel like that has listened to me. I would not even be able to show horses right now had I not found her.
Grimm Oh thats scary. I've nearly passed out so many times but I havent actually passed out so apparently its not important. I wish my dad hadn't been so uptight when I was a baby because we actually had money than. My mom told him she was 90% sure I had a heart problem when I was 6months old
This Sunday is my final show of the season, then in December my lease officially ends on Lexi. This mare has taught me a hell of a lot for the short time I have leased her. Whether I get her next year or not is still up in the air, but either way I will be happy. I cannot wait for next year. I be doing halter, English, and western, joining a riding club and aiming for year end awards! -Click-
They didn't take me seriously until I passed out randomly doing the dishes and then they made me wear a heart monitor for two weeks. Turns out I was having A-fib episodes and I have to go for testing for a whole list of things now 💀
My heart has random episodes of beating like 120 bpm and than also only 60 bpm at other times. While simply sitting. It also skips a beat sometimes. A paramedic discovered it and told me to go have my doctor recommend an ekg. My doctor couldnt hear the skipped beat and said I didnt need it
Hummer No the chest pain was not from the panic attack. The pain started first. The panic attack didnt start till they started pushing and prodding me and being snappy. Also they werent even supposed to do an xray. My doctor sent orders to do bloodwork and an EKG. I have heart problems but no one has been able to find where because it either disappears suddenly or they dont follow instructions
@Athena, why with the chest x-ray though?! I am an x-ray tech and we take SO many chest x-rays. To me the anxiety attack explains the chest pain which means you dont need to be exposed to radiation.
I had an ER nurse tell me to stop being dramatic when I was having a panic attack. I couldnt breath, I had sharp pains in my chest like a heart attack and they were trying to get me into a gown for a chest xray. And I hate being touched too.
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