It got WAY worse in my early 20s. Astronomically worse. I lost my shit and got diagnosed and have been on seroquel, sertraline and trazodone for years now
When I was in college, I was double majoring, overloaded with credits, working, partying, and not doing a whole lot of sleeping. Doing a lot of risky, stupid things. Getting into fights with friends. Undiagnosed bipolar I, turns out
Everything was denied and every interaction with my mother was a fight, so I went through high school and college unmedicated and undiagnosed, had a mental breakdown at 22, and finally got the help I needed
I had a rough time growing up in the mental health department due to a parent who didn't want her friends and family to know her daughter was struggling
I have ADHD, Severe Social Anxiety, and currently working on a diagnoses for PYSD. I get triggered, and can get to the point of no return if pushed when triggered, or even overstimulated. Thankfully have an amazing husband, but I am going too a new mental health meds dr. The last one told me I was severely anxious because I am tired 🙃
There is such a shortage of doctors here so I can't really switch, I went 10+ years without one until we finally managed to get off a waitlist. I'm sorry to hear you went through a similar situation </3
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If you have Dapple Blend Grain, you can feed it to your horse and their coat will dapple.
The effect will wear off after a few days. One pound of grain will be fed at a time.
If you feed Senior Blend to your senior horse they will have a 10% decreased chance in dying
when the weekly script runs on Monday morning. The effect lasts for one weekly cycle.
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Set Breeding Requirements for your horse. Enter the minimum rating allowable for breeding. When breeding, Any combo of the entered values and higher will be accepted. Leave blank to set to None.
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Withdraw your horse from it's team. You will lose all team points for this horse. Please discuss this action with the team manager first.
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Geld your stallion. Geldings train up much faster than stallions.
If you no longer wish to own this horse, you may set them free to fend for themselves. The Karma Fairy will pay you 1000 for your adult horse, up to 100 horses per month. 100 to go! The Karma Fairy will pay you 200 Credits for all of your adult horses. The Karma Fairy will pay you zero for your yearling. This action is not reversible so be sure before you click Submit !
Move your horse to another barn or pasture.
Join A Federation. Your horse will accrue Federation Points
and based on that may make the Federation Championships.
It costs 500 to enter a Federation and membership lasts
one game year.
Reroll your horse's image. Your horse's genes will stay the same, but their markings and patterns will be randomly regenerated.
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Genetic Test this horse to view their coat genes. It costs 5000 ebs to genetically test this horse.
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