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03:01:00 ~Whispy~
193 WWW TBLB
-HEE Click-

193 WWW TB
-HEE Click-

My fellow color breeders, I am looking for new blood :) ISO:
-HEE Click-

Iso: sven gnome
Southmoon
02:54:25 Nori
-HEE Click-
WEE stud with NO breeding requirements on him for just 500!
God is Mighty Stable
02:23:32 Willow ~ KNN Breeder
-HEE Click-
Gorgeous KNN stallion available
EWW Snowflake
110k
iolite stables
01:29:06 yumii
-HEE Click-
horses up for sale/brood/stud!
Port Royal Equines
12:36:45 ISH Bravery 4 Sale!
-HEE Click-
EEE+ broods for 4k! Only a few left. Some are W producers.

-HEE Click-
Bravery and Geldings at auction!

-HEE Click-
Draft horse set at auction. Ending soon with only 1 bid!
pandemoniu_m
12:31:27 pheezy
-HEE Click-
Cozmic Elite
11:51:09 Z
-HEE Click-
Stable set contest
900k prize.
-HEE Click-
WWW Stalion 1m
-HEE Click-
Stained glass horses
Movement
Speed
Intelligence
MakeEm Fancy
11:30:02 Ally 💜
Int glass 90k
-HEE Click-
Sunshinez
10:58:22 
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Come get you some colorful KNN, I am cleaning out my barn.
I've been away for a while and now I am back to cause chaos in the KNN world.

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Not feeling good enough.. October 30, 2019 10:28 AM


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I started to feel like I wasn't good enough for anything about a week ago and I was afraid to tell anyone. My depression slowly creeping back into my life...before you say anything, no I'm not looking for attention, no I don't want to speak to a therapist, and no I'm not faking about how I really feel deep down...

I've never saw myself opening up to people face to face but when I'm around an animal, I start to feel accepted for once. Yes I have a loving family and yes I know that they will love & accept me for who I am but...I'm still haunted by the past until my aunt got me to open up more to her. I've opened up to her about the pain, the bullying, the harassment, the hits that I would get for no reason from other people from high school, and the close calls of my stupid decisions of almost losing my virginity that could've gotten me pregnant at 16 or 18 years old...

I had to burn bridges of people that have hurt me and used me...but the painful memories still haunt me til this day and I can still feel it everytime I close my eyes to fall asleep, hearing the voices telling me that "Your worth nothing" "You'll never amount up to anything!" "You'll never be good enough" "No wonder your dad left you because your a mistake!" "No one would love you because of how ugly you are"

My aunt would notice that everytime I'm around an animal, my eyes would light up and it was like I was a completely different person even with my baby girl (she's a calico cat) she makes everything feel okay, she's basically a best friend that I have grown up with and I would do anything for her but the fear of losing her....would honestly break me, even if it means putting her down so she couldn't be in pain anymore and as much as I would love to get back into riding and having my own horses... I'm afraid of living through the pain again from the past..

Anyways, I've finally got what I wanted out of my chest for a long time...thank you for reading & understanding this..

Edited at March 29, 2022 08:46 AM by Aspen Fire ES
Not feeling good enough.. November 1, 2019 12:29 AM


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*hugs* Depression is no joke. And honestly, it's okay to not want to see/talk to a therapist. Therapy doesn't always help. (Speaking from experience there...) You do what helps you. If you ever need a listening ear, feel free to message me. :)

Edited at November 1, 2019 12:29 AM by WarriorMaiden

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