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Year: 192   Season: Winter   
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ZequineZ
05:57:24 ZEZ - ZZ
-HEE Click-
Might give her a try with high roller at RO he’s the only X I’ve found/have with the strength in Int she’s lacking so far, wish I had his early training tracked properly is all
ZequineZ
05:45:59 ZEZ - ZZ
Worth a shot to bring those old lines back into play
Santana Rising
05:42:31 San
I guess now that I have a new WWW filly, I might invest in some filly embryos to combine her with some of my old EEE straws, at least to bring the lines back and hopefully get at worst some EEE girls to breed to WWW boys.
Nightingales Ridge
05:40:37 Issy
Real nice santana :)
ZequineZ
05:40:21 ZEZ - ZZ
Still a 1/1 too what a good boy for the time, been a while since I’ve seen any horse come out better then the parents too the rf blessed him that’s for sure
Santana Rising
05:37:16 San
-HEE Click- he would definitely be one I would want to have some straws restored! What a nice colour breeder he was and his mom was from a random PES X PES breeding. I was so proud of him and a lot of his ancestors I bred as well.
ZequineZ
05:31:51 ZEZ - ZZ
That would be such a cool feature even just for the memory lane aspect
Santana Rising
05:30:23 San
I wish there were still straws from my top EEP/PEE boys back then. When I went on hiatus someone else took over my stable (back then you could still have someone "babysit" your stable) and all these straws have since been destroyed. If we could somehow revive even 1-2 of them for a high price I so would like to have that feature implemented!.
ZequineZ
05:27:39 ZEZ - ZZ
Have fun Ruby!
ZequineZ
05:27:29 ZEZ - ZZ
I never got an EEE boy but I have straws a well from my top PEE combos I use them for questing now theyre not much good for anything else haha aside from nostalgia, my ancient sires I call them
Santana Rising
05:20:30 San
I remember the first EEE I bred was a filly and she was from a wild mare I once caught - don't remember her rating anymore, but back then I didn't catch much either and even fewer of those were of value. Still have straws from the first EEE boy I bred though!
Rubygem
05:20:18 Asha ~ Ruby girl :D
goodbye HEE see you guys on Tuesday im going on a vacation (:
ZequineZ
05:18:37 ZEZ - ZZ
Those were the days, I had a few PEEs but at some point I bred my own first EEE I was so excited
Santana Rising
05:17:34 San
I remember when PPP mares went for 50k and you had to do payments on PEE stallions. I was so proud when I bred my first EEP
ZequineZ
05:16:38 ZEZ - ZZ
Maybe I can match her better for RO and get lucky
ZequineZ
05:15:30 ZEZ - ZZ
Yeah exactly that was a long time ago 😅 like back when I started playing long time ago guess my fault for having that much in my main account still lol
Santana Rising
05:12:23 San
that's horrible! I remember the days when EEE mares used to go for 100k or more, but those days are long gone. She should have given you something nice at least!
ZequineZ
05:06:12 ZEZ - ZZ
-HEE Click-
All that and she gave me a PPP 🥲
Minerva
05:04:17 Min
Oh noooooooo
ZequineZ
05:03:39 ZEZ - ZZ
Just accidentally bought a horse for 100k that is not 100k 😭 wanted to breed to them and clicked the wrong button in my half asleep state

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ZequineZ
05:57:24 ZEZ - ZZ
-HEE Click-
Might give her a try with high roller at RO he’s the only X I’ve found/have with the strength in Int she’s lacking so far, wish I had his early training tracked properly is all
ZequineZ
05:45:59 ZEZ - ZZ
Worth a shot to bring those old lines back into play
Santana Rising
05:42:31 San
I guess now that I have a new WWW filly, I might invest in some filly embryos to combine her with some of my old EEE straws, at least to bring the lines back and hopefully get at worst some EEE girls to breed to WWW boys.
Nightingales Ridge
05:40:37 Issy
Real nice santana :)
ZequineZ
05:40:21 ZEZ - ZZ
Still a 1/1 too what a good boy for the time, been a while since I’ve seen any horse come out better then the parents too the rf blessed him that’s for sure
Santana Rising
05:37:16 San
-HEE Click- he would definitely be one I would want to have some straws restored! What a nice colour breeder he was and his mom was from a random PES X PES breeding. I was so proud of him and a lot of his ancestors I bred as well.
ZequineZ
05:31:51 ZEZ - ZZ
That would be such a cool feature even just for the memory lane aspect
Santana Rising
05:30:23 San
I wish there were still straws from my top EEP/PEE boys back then. When I went on hiatus someone else took over my stable (back then you could still have someone "babysit" your stable) and all these straws have since been destroyed. If we could somehow revive even 1-2 of them for a high price I so would like to have that feature implemented!.
ZequineZ
05:27:39 ZEZ - ZZ
Have fun Ruby!
ZequineZ
05:27:29 ZEZ - ZZ
I never got an EEE boy but I have straws a well from my top PEE combos I use them for questing now theyre not much good for anything else haha aside from nostalgia, my ancient sires I call them
Santana Rising
05:20:30 San
I remember the first EEE I bred was a filly and she was from a wild mare I once caught - don't remember her rating anymore, but back then I didn't catch much either and even fewer of those were of value. Still have straws from the first EEE boy I bred though!
Rubygem
05:20:18 Asha ~ Ruby girl :D
goodbye HEE see you guys on Tuesday im going on a vacation (:
ZequineZ
05:18:37 ZEZ - ZZ
Those were the days, I had a few PEEs but at some point I bred my own first EEE I was so excited
Santana Rising
05:17:34 San
I remember when PPP mares went for 50k and you had to do payments on PEE stallions. I was so proud when I bred my first EEP
ZequineZ
05:16:38 ZEZ - ZZ
Maybe I can match her better for RO and get lucky
ZequineZ
05:15:30 ZEZ - ZZ
Yeah exactly that was a long time ago 😅 like back when I started playing long time ago guess my fault for having that much in my main account still lol
Santana Rising
05:12:23 San
that's horrible! I remember the days when EEE mares used to go for 100k or more, but those days are long gone. She should have given you something nice at least!
ZequineZ
05:06:12 ZEZ - ZZ
-HEE Click-
All that and she gave me a PPP 🥲
Minerva
05:04:17 Min
Oh noooooooo
ZequineZ
05:03:39 ZEZ - ZZ
Just accidentally bought a horse for 100k that is not 100k 😭 wanted to breed to them and clicked the wrong button in my half asleep state

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Not feeling good enough.. October 30, 2019 10:28 AM


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I started to feel like I wasn't good enough for anything about a week ago and I was afraid to tell anyone. My depression slowly creeping back into my life...before you say anything, no I'm not looking for attention, no I don't want to speak to a therapist, and no I'm not faking about how I really feel deep down...

I've never saw myself opening up to people face to face but when I'm around an animal, I start to feel accepted for once. Yes I have a loving family and yes I know that they will love & accept me for who I am but...I'm still haunted by the past until my aunt got me to open up more to her. I've opened up to her about the pain, the bullying, the harassment, the hits that I would get for no reason from other people from high school, and the close calls of my stupid decisions of almost losing my virginity that could've gotten me pregnant at 16 or 18 years old...

I had to burn bridges of people that have hurt me and used me...but the painful memories still haunt me til this day and I can still feel it everytime I close my eyes to fall asleep, hearing the voices telling me that "Your worth nothing" "You'll never amount up to anything!" "You'll never be good enough" "No wonder your dad left you because your a mistake!" "No one would love you because of how ugly you are"

My aunt would notice that everytime I'm around an animal, my eyes would light up and it was like I was a completely different person even with my baby girl (she's a calico cat) she makes everything feel okay, she's basically a best friend that I have grown up with and I would do anything for her but the fear of losing her....would honestly break me, even if it means putting her down so she couldn't be in pain anymore and as much as I would love to get back into riding and having my own horses... I'm afraid of living through the pain again from the past..

Anyways, I've finally got what I wanted out of my chest for a long time...thank you for reading & understanding this..

Edited at March 29, 2022 08:46 AM by Aspen Fire ES
Not feeling good enough.. November 1, 2019 12:29 AM


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*hugs* Depression is no joke. And honestly, it's okay to not want to see/talk to a therapist. Therapy doesn't always help. (Speaking from experience there...) You do what helps you. If you ever need a listening ear, feel free to message me. :)

Edited at November 1, 2019 12:29 AM by WarriorMaiden

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