I have been struggling with an insane amount of drama lately. I had a huge fight with one of my lifetime friends about a stealing incident. And I've been recently struggling with someone who I've learned is quite toxic. She's been my friend for years. She's my neighbor, and one of the few equestrians that live near me and share my strong passion. I can't go into details without losing my mind, but anyways, I am on the edge. And the smallest things have been ticking me off. I feel like a pond of negativity is pooling in my head, and i know that It'll tip soon. I understand that I am being quite vague, but advice or a few words could really help. Thank you <3

Floresta, think about what is important to you. Is this fight about you had with your friend about stealing still worth having your friend for? Is this toxicity of your other friend worth having your friend? (shoild be a no IMHO). Letting go of friends sucks. Sometimes hard times make it stronger, but sometimes you just need to let go and thats okay. You cant reread the same chapter and expect for a different outcome. I know you'd miss your friend, but that's completely normal even if the friendship was filled with toxicity. You need to do whats best for you and I promise time will heal

So sorry to hear this. I lost one of my "best friends" a few years back and it wasn't easy. It turns out she was also a very toxic person (and still is to this day). It really hurt at first, but after a while you come to the realization that toxic people really aren't going to help you in life. Make the decision that is best for you :)