Didn't realise how hard it is to say goodbye. Today I spread the ashes of my family, my whole world. 5 weeks ago there was a horrific accident, a drunk drivers lorry tipped after him losing control of the lorry, and the big shipping container fell off, completely squashing my mums truck, in the truck was my mum, sister and two brothers, who where crushed and pronounced dead on the scene. I already lost my auntie earlier this year and that was hard enough. I keep having nightmares, my brain trying to live in the moment, trying to stop it, trying to save them..and every time i fail. I miss them so much, I really struggled for the first wee while after the accident, pretending I was fine to everyone, most people failing to see through my lies... I just wish people didn't drive drunk..because is it really worth it? Ssying goodbye is so hard, I'm so glad that the last thing I ever said to them was I love you...I'm not sure if this will help but I felt like I needed it off my chest<3 Thank god for the amazing HEE community, you guys are amazing and the past few days I already feel less burdened by guilt and pain..by just speaking to my dear HEE friends, talking about the most random stuff with yous helps a billion and yes, myth, I do have a problem with ed Sheeran<3

Oh, Tequila! That must be so hard for you! I know how it is to loose a loved one because my brother died when I was smaller. It was very hard for my family. I will be praying for you.

Thank you Anna<33

Oh I'm so sorry, Tequila. I wish there was something I could do. I'm sending so much love your way xo

Oh my gosh, I am so sorry Tee <33 I lost 2 of my family members recently, but I can't imagine the pain your in after losing so many >.< I'm praying for you and if you ever need to rant or even just chat about something silly I'm all ears <3

Hey, I'm incredibly sorry I am about what happened. I can’t even imagine the pain you’re feeling right now, but please know I’m thinking of you. The way you’re holding on through something this heartbreakig, is unbelievably brave, even if it doesn’t feel like it.

We may have only met through this game, but you've always been someone I’ve always appreciated. If you ever feel like talking, venting, or even just playing together, I’m here! No pressure at all, just wanted you to know I'm here.

Take all the time you need. I’ll be around when you’re ready with all the virtual hugs Tee ❤️

Much appreciated you guys<33

You have always been someone I've looked up to in this game, and have always been such a great friend, thank you blue<333

Oh Tee, I'm so sorry. This must be so hard for you. I can't imagine the pain you're going through. Sending prayers and best wishes <3

That is so terrible. I can't even imagine such a loss. I'm very sorry that you are going through this. I pray that you can find some peace somehow and are able to heal from this. :(