Revel I hate crying. Hearing myself cry makes me start panicking because I hate the sound of my breathing. Also little bit if trauma about crying from how I was raised. I find other ways to cope
Angels Well give me like an hour and I'll post some more. I might have been holding out on you guys just a wee bit so there will be a few chapters
Athena It might lol I have been just trying to work and not think about it but I got one of his shoes and have had it in my pocket with me all day. Just when I think I am okay I start crying again.
Angels Would story be a distraction? I don't know if you're like me or not. When I lost my horse(technically not but felt like it) I got through it by working twice as much, watching action drama tv and reading books.
-Click- Hard to see with this bad picture but he was a chestnut with some rabicano. Two short socks in front and taller socks in the back with a full face blaze
One of the horses broke his leg overnight so he had to be put down this morning. Very sudden and unexpected and he was one of the best horses on the farm