Ugggggggh, so I'm really sorry to just throw my problems and complaints onto just randomly reading people but just to let you know, thanks so much for taking your time to read this. You could say I'm stressed and dealing with anxiety along with two other things. 1. I have this really solid group of 4 friends (Not including me) but recently there's been some drama between two of them and they've decided to not be friends anymore, I'm a little torn between the two of them because I still love them both and I don't want to seem like I'm neglecting by of them. It's just really hard to keep up and try to NOT make a stupid comment about it or tear up a little when I remember all the fun we had when we were still a group. I'm just upset about it but not sure how to say this or even if I want to say this to them
2. Me and my family foster kittens, it's something we love and enjoy doing. Recently we got this kitten named Dax to foster, he was a small little guy and his two siblings had died already, we took him home and we knew he might not survive since he was born in winter. A few minutes after getting him we got him settled and tried feeding him, he ate at first then an hour later we tried feeding him again and he wouldn't eat and there was blood in his poop. Yes I know he wouldn't have survived or there was a slim chance but still that reality hurts. A lot. If you want me to get more into detail, I started crying and he died in my arms and it's hard to think or even talk about him without feeling a stab in my heart or tearing up to the point I'm crying. I'm sorry to just load this onto y'all, I'm trying my best to get over it but it's hard
Thanks from the bottom of my heart for listening
Don't be sorry! This is what the Snark Factory is for.
It's the saddest thing when a group of good friends break up. I hope there is some way to resolve the issue. Just don't hesitate to tell your friends how you feel about the situation. If they are truly understanding and caring about how you feel they will listen without an issue.
I'm so sorry for your loss! It can be so hard to lose a pet that you have a strong connection with, especially if it is a precious little baby. I hope you feel better soon and if you ever need someone to vent to, I am a good listener. :)