Trixie gave a small, almost whimper like noise as he tilted her head upwards again. It was starting to feel so good, so strange, that it bordered on pain, and she hated herself for it. She was coming apart at every seam for him, and all he had to do was hold her. Touch her. A small shiver ran down her spine as he slid his hand up her body, and she watched him with slightly misty eyes as he spoke. Everything stopped for a moment, and all she could do was stare at him... hopelessly. She managed a rather simple sentence, though. "Kiss me and find out." She whispered back, and it sounded like more of a plea than anything. She pressed into him as much as she could, standing straight to be closer to him.

Matt tightened his grip ever so slightly on her waist, though he was gentle with his other hand, what with it being on her upper back. He smiled softly at her words, bringing his face as close as possible without touching, lingering there for a couple seconds. Getting this attached to someone when he was about to drop off the face of the world was the worst idea possible, but at this moment in time he didnt care. He pressed his lips to hers softly, different images flashing through his mind as he shut his eyes. His hand moved back down from her back to her waist, and he simply settled his body against hers, feeling a strange tingling sensation as he did so.

Trixie watched him in excitement, gently tightening her grip on his hair as he did the same on her waist. She watched him eagerly, on the verge of frustration when he finally kissed her. It was so different than what she would've expected- sweet, rather than abrasive like he could be. She reciprocated his kiss, going weak at the knees. In fact, her entire body went weak- just short of limp, and trembling just slightly. In that moment, she knew he was either going to fuck her up real bad, or be the love of her life.

Matt kept the kiss going for as long as possible, though he pulled away rather softly when he felt her going limp, half concerned half happy with the reaction. "i guess the answer was no" he said quietly, leaning his forehead against the Trixie's in a gentle manner, just thinking about..everything. The temporary euphoria had been replaced, very quickly now, with regret. Regret that would be nearly impossible to explain, seeing as she had no idea he was being pulled from the world very soon. "We should walk back" he whispered, taking his hands off of her waist, erting his gaze from her and instead focusing on the receding waves.

Trixie made a small noise of dissent as he pulled away, but she seemed pleased enough when he rested his head against hers. "You guessed correctly." She whispered back, a little giddy smile finding its way onto her face. She could feel it distinctly when his mood fell. She blinked at him in confusion, shaking her head. "Would it be okay if we... stay?" She suggested softly, upset by the fact that he pulled away from her so fast.

Matt stood back from Trixie, kicking around mini sand dunes under his feet. "I've gotta..be somewhere. I can take you home though?" He asked politely, though his heartwas racing. It felt like it was ripped into two- he was happy the kiss had happened, it felt insanely good. Plus, he had never felt so strongly towards a girl in his life, but he was also terrified. Terrified of getting attached, terrified of hurting her by being dragged back to life. He gave her a weak smile and gestured for her to follow him, biting his inner lip nervously. He looked back at Trixie, a slight feeling of guilt building up in hs syste. He had never lt this way towards a gir before and it was scary. "I'm sorry" he said quietly.

Trixie gently withdrew her hands from him as he stepped back, looking quite upset. He had changed so quickly. Now he wasn't even Matt- he was a polite man offering to taxi her home because he... what, regretted kissing her? "Oh. Well, if you have an appointment, don't bother dropping me off. I can walk." She said quietly, sounding pitiful as she stared at her hands, tears welling in her eyes. She followed him anyway, somewhat reluctantly. She didn't even look up at him, running through her mind trying to figure out what she did wrong. She blinked at his apology, looking up. "Why? You didn't do anything." She muttered softly, throwing out her question before she could lose the courage. "D- did I do something wrong, Matt?" She asked anxiously.

i think i can safely say this might be my favorite rp i've done)

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"Appointment? What? You dont know the way back, just get in the car" he mumbled, walking along the sand banks to avoid tripping over the mini dunes. He winced as she asked her question, his heart almost dropping. "you did nothing wrong, no. its just... i cant explain it to you." he said, his words faltering massively. As they reached the car he turned to look at Trixie, his face apologetic but his words less so. "I promise you, you did nothing wrong. I just think..it was a mistake. And like I said, for reasons I cant explain just yet" He said, gesturing towards the car for her to get in.

They're so good together

The tension is real))

Trixie followed him to his car and opened the door just to grab her shoes and slip them on quietly. "Then why are you acting like you just made the biggest mistake of your life?" She asked, no longer muttering. She was genuinely confused. One moment, they had been walking down the beach, then they were all over each other, and after, Matt just disconnected. She looked so incredibly hurt once the word mistake slipped out of his mouth, she swallowed back a sudden lump forming in her throat. She blinked a few times and looked off at the horizon, shaking her head and trying to keep her voice steady. "I think I'll just walk home. It's not that far." She said quietly, shrugging. She had never been called a mistake before. She knew he hadn't meant it that way, but it definitely felt like it in the moment. She swatted a tear off her face and started walking toward the road. "I'll see you around, Matt." She called quietly, refusing to break down in front of him.

ong it has me feeling every emotion, ur actually such a good rp-er)

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As soon as Trixie started arguing back, Matt' defense went up, and he went back to lashing out, this time over pure hurt. "Because I did Trixie, a very big one. I'm not getting attached just to hurt you when i'm pulled, you'll end up never ever seeing me again, but have to live forever with the memory of me. And I wont even remember you exist. I'm only helping us both here" He said, his words coming out rushed and he was stumbling slightlyas he finished off his sentence. "suit yourself then, if you wanna walk home you do that. just dont complain if you get lost, yeah?" he said, his words coming out slightly venemous. He slammed the door she had left open and didnt look back at her at all, instead slipping himself in the car and reversing out the car park within thr same minute.