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Jackson Alex-Ren ~----------------------~ Jackson frowned, following after him. "I get it..." He mumbled under his breath. Yeah he'd never been through that, but he could sort of relate... Hearing others complain about a small argument with their dad when he never had one. Complaining when their mom doesn't get them something even though he has to get everything himself... Jackson looked around, eyebrows furrowing as he tried to figure out where exactly they were. Well... that wasn't too good. (Sorry for the shortness again)
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Sage stomped along, snorting in response to Jackson's comment. "Do you," he sort of huffed. Sure, it was a little bit doubtful...he knew Jackson hadn't grown up with everything he'd ever wanted, but that didn't mean he understood completely what he was talking about. How could he? How could anyone? War was soemthing way different than anything he'd been through, that was for sure. He noticed the other male looking around worridly, and he frowned, peerign around at the forest. What was he so worried about? They were going east, it was fine. They'd just go west on the way back and rejoion the group at some point. He wasn't too worried about it. (all good)
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Jackson Alex-Ren ~----------------------~ "Well I may not have been to war but I sure as fuck didn't have everything handed to me." He muttered, trying not to get angry. He didn't have the energy to be angry. And he really didn't feel like arguing with Sage. Considering they just got back to being sort of friends. And now that was fucked. Jackson looked around again, beginning to wander toward the direction that seemed to maybe have a cave? And maybe it would be the cave everyone had gone to... Hopefully. Or did you have it worse? He grit his teeth. Of course not. But he wasn't just... His life wasn't just handed to him on a diamond platter.
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Sage sort of huffed out a breath of air through his nose in response to Jackson's comments. He wasn't trying to mess with their new relationship...he really wasn't. He was just still rather upset with himself, and the rest of the group, and his shitty situations. "I know, I just...never mind," he eventually sighed, not wanting to get into an argument. Anything he said right then would wind up just sounding rude, he figured. "I don't want to argue," he murmured sheepishly, hoping that didn't just sound....snotty. But he was frustrated with life at the moment, and while it wasn't jackson's fault he'd snapped at him a little bit. (short I gotta run)
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Jackson Alex-Ren ~----------------------~ Jackson frowned as they continued hiking along. "... Life wasnt easy for me either after the fight." He mumbled out. His mind then very quickly contradicted him and he prayed Sage didn't hear him. "... Never mind. 'S not important." Jackson mumbled quietly, shuffling along with him. He nicked himself on a branch, the sharp branch cutting through his thin skin and digging into his arm. He flinched away from it, tucking his hand over the small wound with a sigh. His eyes flit around the forest. Wow... they were... they were lost... That's not good. He looked up at the sky, noting it was a bit before noon still. That was atleast one good sign. Maybe they could find that river again. And maybe the herd of horses. They were quite pretty... Your being yelled at. Stop thinking about horses. He agreed with a small, almost unnoticeable wince. Right. A fit of nausea flipped his stomach again. He paused to gag into his elbow. He stayed still for a good amount of time before walking quickly to catch up with Sage.
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Edited at October 14, 2024 07:52 PM by Oakwood Barn
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(all good lol) Sage heard Jackson comment but his mind was circling around too quickly for him to really listen to what the other boy was saying. He sort of just stomped along angrily for a while, trying to keep his emotions under control enough he didn't completely fuck this up. He didn't want to do that....he wished things could just go back to what they were before. Before everything got so ...messed up. He just wanted to be a kid again. No worries, no hurt. Nothing bad except for a bruised knee or two from playing too hard. Soon enough though, when he noticed Jackson running to catch up, he sort of remembered what he'd said. "you know..." He heasitated, biting his lower lip before huffing out a breath that sort of just meant 'screw it'. "No sort of true pain is any worse than others," he noted. "if I've learned anything it's that," he added with a shrug, trying not to just sound angry. He was trying to tell Jackson he could talk to him about something if it was bothering him. He of all people would understand whatever terrible things he decided he'd been through. He'd probably been through it himself.
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Jackson Alex-Ren ~----------------------~ Jackson stared at him before shrugging, keeping a hand held over the cut on his arm. "... Not much has happened." He said, going back to lying and shutting down any hint of truth. He wanted to tell him the truth. He wanted to so so bad. But he couldn't. His mind... it felt like it was physically restraining him from doing so and it hurt. "Yeah... no... not much... at all." He mumbled, moving by Sage, hand still clamped tightly over the bloody cut. He continued trudging up the hill, looking for any telltale sign as to whete they were. He could tell Sage. Not when what the latter went through was 100 times worse then his. Could his even be called trauma? Probably not..
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Sage felt an eyebrow creeping upwards as Jackson denied that anything happened. He didn't really believe him, but he also didn't want to push him. Instead, he sighed and looked over at the other boy, chewing on his lip ring thoughtfully. "look, I know what it's like to hide something," he noted after a moment, offering Jackson a smile. "And I feel as though double denying something makes it somewhat obvious something happened," he noted with a slight twinge of amusement, reaching to toss him a bit of gauze and decent sized sticky bandage for his arm. At least he'd had the sense to bring some supplies. "You don't need stitches do you," he added, making other conversation so it didn't completely target the other guy. "I don't have anesthesia if you do," he added. Really, they didn't have that in the army half the time either, but whatever. He didn't need to know that, that wasn't really the point. Then he had an idea. "what if we both share something," he suggested. "You say something, I say something, and we never tell anyone," he added. He may as well throw it out there ...if he was asking Jackson to talk he may as well show the same amount of balls, even if he really, really didn't want to.
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Jackson Alex-Ren ~----------------------~ Jackson caught the gauze, staring at it. He sighed, plopping down on a rock. "... sure." He mumbled tiredly. Through nowhere just felt ready to pitch over an dry puke whatever he had in his stomach. Probably just bile... but still. He grimaced, wincing as he removed his hand from his arm. Which was smeared and covered in blood. He tugged at the gauze, wrapping it around his arm easily. Muscle memory. He loved and hated it. Jackson handed the gaze back, adjusting his arm to rest in his lap as he stared at Sage. He really really really didn't want to be here.... and it made his stomach churn an his head spin. Or maybe that was blood loss? "... I call- not going first." He mumbled, shifting uncomfortably on the rock.
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